Tokyo Revengers Oneshots [COMPLETED]

Entry 058 | Izana Kurokawa [2]

Days became weeks and weeks became months. You did what Izana told you to do. Be out of his life.

He never encountered nor saw you, your accounts were deactivated. All and everything. Its like you didn't even enter his life.

It's like he was out of the world, no color, nor hues, not even the shadow of white and gray. Its just all black.

He knew what he said was true but why is he feeling like this? He's so empty that he can't even go and stand as the leader of Tenjiku. Making his right hand take over for a little while.

He said everything to Shinichiro who just smiled at him and pat his shoulder. "You're in love with her without even noticing it."

He just stared on the empty space thinking about it. 'Love?' He's not that stupid, he knew that he's feeling little butterflies on his stomach whenever you're around but love?

What's the point of love anyway? Affection? Cuddling? Kisses? Hugs? PDA?

But wharever the reason is, he did his everything to find you. Wherever the hell you were, only to find out that you transfer school from Shibuya to Osaka.

So he did what he had to, he went where you were. Osaka at your school.

As you changed your shoes, you noticed that the girls are changing glances and fangirling over someone. You still have your hopes up, you're hoping that he'll go where you were to apologize and bring you back to his side. But a hope will only give you heartbreak.

As you get past the student, you dropped your bag causing the others to stare at you and that certain someone to notice you.

You've gone speechless that not even a letter could go out your mouth, it's him. Literally him.

You know you're hoping for him to come to you, but could fate warn you before doing it? You're not even ready.

"[Na-]

Before he could even call your name you dashed as if your life was in the line. You're not ready, those words he threw at you were still fresh in mind that you always got nightmares from what happened that night.

That you always cry at night when his laughing face cross your mind telling that he didn't love you. No, telling he never love you.

You're almost at your house when someone grabbed you hand, turning you around, hugging you tightly and will never had the guts to let go ever again.

You noticed that he's holding your bag which you dropped earlier. "I'm sorry."

Those words hit you very hard that makes you cry like rivers, "Sorry? Don't you know how many days I've been dreaming on how you look that moment you tell me that you never loved me?!"

"I'm getting tired of it whenever it cross my mind how you played with my feelings. Getting tired of crying that it gave me sleepless night just thinking what the hell I did! Just thinking those moment we had a moment together was just a lie and weren't tru-"

"Those ... those moment were real,"

".."

"Those moment you'll steal kisses on my cheeks were real emotions. Those I love you that I will always say first were true. Those moment that I caught you staring at me were true as well. I know I messed up."

"Those caught me off guard, on how the hell you were able to do something weird to me? How the hell did make my heart flutter whenever you kiss or say I love you to me? How the hell did you make my stomach filled with butterfly by only looking at me?"

"How the hell could I know that? You're the only one who can do that to me. I've got confused, was it annoyance? Because Love doesn't have mean anything to me. What is it? Is it love because of you or is it love because of me? How the hell would I know if I'm new to this?!"

".. Its love because its the both of us feeling the same way. Its love because it happens between you and me."

"[Name], do you still love me?"

"..."

" ... yes, but I still need to move on on the things you've said to. I need to forget and will make another memory to replace those unpleasant memory we had toge-"

You suddenly felt his lips on yours as you were about to finish you words.

"Then, let me fulfill it and make new pleasant memories together." Is what he said before kissing you once again