Unheard Voice and Unexpressed Feelings [2020-2021]

I should've kept my relationship private

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This is nostalgic! I remember that time I didn't want people other than my family and close friends to know about my first relationship but then we planned to file for the Fiance visa and one of the things that makes the relationship bonafide (to avoid getting rejected) is to post about the relationship online. The more you keep it secret, the bigger chance you'll get rejected. Well, that's what we've read from the experiences of other interracial couples in the visa group. I took lots of screenshots of our Facebook activities and I guess it really helped. We got approved.

I didn't want to be the subject of the talk in our place. Imagine the reactions of the people in our place when they found out about my relationship with a foreigner. No one has ever seen me with a man before and people think I would become a spinster. Yunno people talk and I don't want the attention of those freaking gossip mongers to me. I have a very private life. I am a hermit. I don't go out and socialize with people. I only talk to the ones that I've known for a long time. People might think of me as a snub and I'm aloof. If we pass by each other in public, I will always wait for you to greet or talk to me first. I keep things to myself. I don't share things with people (unless you read my nonsense writings. I actually reveal things about me there.) verbally. That's why my close friends can trust me with their secrets cos I don't talk about people to people. If I talk about them, it's usually positive ones. I don't judge people no matter how many times I get judged and bullied. I will still talk to them but if I have enough of your shits, expect me to door slam you!

Yuchae Moon