20Aug2021
My grandpa's passing still affected me. I still weep before I sleep at night. His face is the only thing that I can think of all day. 💔😭
Last night, I watched the screen recordings that I took when I video call my family. I didn't know that my grandpa said goodbye to me 2 days before he passed away. He didn't feel good that time anymore. He was so weak but tried not to show it.
I was making faces in the video call and he smiled at me. He then said goodbye after that. He looked so tired and his smile was gone.
Everything was so fast and he couldn't get up anymore. 😭😭😭 I wish I was there beside him so I could give him hugs and kisses before he let go.
Not being able to give my grandpa hugs and kisses before he passed away is the saddest thing in my life. I will forever be haunted by this memory so long as I'm breathing. 😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔
I still can't believe that my grandpa is gone forever. I can't picture my future without him there. I can't accept that he won't be able to wait for me and see his sweet smile when I go home next year. I kind of do not want to go home anymore. I won't be able to see my favorite person in the world anymore. 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔
Yuchae Moon
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Unheard Voice and Unexpressed Feelings [2020-2021]
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