Guilty Secrets (Not Edited)

Chapter • n i n e t e e n

1 month later..

||Namoi||

Today I have a doctors appointment and Jada is coming with me. I'm so excited to find out about my child. It feels so unreal to me. I never thought I would be having one. I'm not worried about Kyle, I can raise my child by myself. I feel like me and Jason isn't working, but I could tell Jason I got pregnant after the months we had sex and just got pregnant, but that's the dumbest shit ever right?

I walked outside to see Jada parked in the drive way smiling at me.

"Look at you!" She said

I looked down at my stomach and covered it up.

"How long you going to keep this from him?" She asked me

"Who?"

"Kyle girl! He is thd childs father."

"So, he on to that other bitch." I shrugged

Reminding me he had texted me that same night we was at the restaurant telling me he hadn't been with Kylie. Who could believe that bullshit.

We finally arrived at the doctors office and made our way inside.

I went to the bathroom. When I came out I seen Kyle waiting at the door.

"Kyle?!" I stuttered getting nervous.

"What you doing here?" He questioned folding his arms

"I-I have an appointment." I looked down

"So you pregnant now?" He questioned again. I nodded. "When was you going to tell a nigga?"

I didn't respond.

I felt myself be pushed into the wall. "WHEN?" He barked

"I tried before! You wasn't listening! I just didn't know how to tell you i'm pregnant by you with your soon to be brother or sister." I cried

"My child?" He laughed. "We haven't fucked in a hot minute that's n-"

"Baby come on they called us back!" Kylie interrupted

I couldn't do anything but cry.

"I got to go check on my child." He walked off with her.

I walked back out to see Jada flipping through the magazine.

"Namoi Jameson?" They called

We got up and followed the doctor back to the room.

"Okay so.. It looks like you are eight weeks and four days. That means you're in your second month of the pregnancy. How you been feeling?" She asked

"Fine." I smiled, she nodded

She showed me little pictures of the baby. It was soo cute. Life inside of you, that's wonderful!

She told me I could find out the sex of my baby at 18 weeks so that's like 10 more weeks. That's too long! But i'm excited

"Thank you for coming!" I smiled at Jada

"No problem girl. Why was you crying though?"

"I told Kyle I was pregnant with his child."

"That's good, when you see him though? Is it supposed to be a sad thing?"

"He was there with Kylie! He denied OUR child, but he claimed Kylie's." I shook my head. "Funny thing is Kylie's baby can't be his, remember what I told you?"

"Tell him!" She snapped

"He won't listen!!! He even fucking pushed me against the wall at the doctors office."