Guilty Secrets (Not Edited)

C h a p t e r • t h i r t y

||Durrell||

I woke up with Kj beside me and Namoi.. not in here. I got up and walked downstairs to see her asleep on the couch. I walked back upstairs and laid back down. I didn't really enjoy my time being here, we did nothing at all and I haven't really spent time with her.

"Daddy." Kj called out

"Yeah?" I asked

"When we going home?" He asked

"We should leave out tonight."

"Okay.... Guess what?"

"What little man?"

"We seen my real daddy when we was at the store the other day."

"You did?"

"Yes... I was walking around with Kizzie, I saw boy my age... I play with him and, and then mommy found us and then this man come up behind her calling boys name, he bumped into mommy and mommy scream at him. He made mommy mad." He said rubbing his eyes.

"Did he now?" I asked wondering why she didn't tell me

He nodded.

I began to pack our things, then I got Kj up and got him ready for the day, we sat up and waited for everybody to get up.

"Daddy, I hungry." He said

"Alright come on, I'll fix you something " I said as I lead him to the kitchen

||Namoi||

I woke up smelling food. I sat up and stretched. This couch wasn't comfortable at all. I got up remembering what happened with Kyle.

I don't know how to feel about that. I mean like it's like he raped me, but then again I didn't fight him off like I should have. I feel weak when I get around Kyle, and when he talks to me, and touches me. But I hate him. I feel I hate him. But deep down inside I know the feelings I once had for him is still here somewhere. But I love Durrell. I have more in common with him. We are closer in age and i'm happy with him. My sons happy with him.

"Hey!" I said going into the kitchen

"Hey mommy." Kj smiled

"Hey babe." Durrell said standing over the stove. I walked up behind him and wrapped my arms around him "I love you." I whispered

"Love you too, and we need to talk later on. Our clothes is already packed and our flight leaves at 10:30 tonight."

"Okay, sounds good. What you cooking?" I asked

"Bacon and eggs. Kj picked what we ate."

I looked at him and he was cheesing.

I shook my head.

"You ready to go back home baby?" I asked him

"Yes!! I haven't had fun." He spoke

"Me too."

"You didn't have fun last night baby?" Durrell asked me

I blew out a deep breath. "No, I didn't feel good when I got there. That club brought back old memories I wish I could forget about FOREVER." I said referring to Kyle and the first night I met him. "And to forget it lastnight I..." I said doing the motions of me getting drunk

"Oh okay." He nodded

My phone vibrated to see a text.

------ : Hey baby.

Me : Who's this?

----- :  Guess.

Me: Bye, whoever this is stop texting my phone.