Guilty Secrets (Not Edited)

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||Namoi||

"Namoi... Wake up." I fluttered my eyes open and seen that I was in a hospital.

"Hey, Jada.. What happened?" I asked

"Well, from what I heard after you found out that Kyle was dead, you went crazy."

"That was real? I thought I was dreaming." I started to cry "I can't believe he is really fucking gone man. After all this shit. I want to kill Jason!!!" I broke down. "Who would be that fucking cruel to kill their own child?!!"

"Namoi..."

"What Jada?!" I wiped my face

"Did you know you was pregnant?" She asked causing me to freeze.

"You're playing right? Please tell me that you are! What am I going to tell Durrell."

"Hold up. The baby isn't his?"

"Me and Durrell like, we don't have sex like that only once or twice. I've been having sex with Kyle lately which means this is his baby." I shook my head "Me and Durrell was supposed to get married and all of this shit. I don't know how to tell him because I don't want to hurt him. He has never done anything to hurt me."

"Hey baby." I turned my head to the door to see him with Khalil in his arms

"Hey... Durrell. Before this goes any further I need to tell you something."

"Alright, what's the deal?"

"I'm pregnant.. By Kyle."

"What? When did this happen?"

"I don't know, I just found out today."

"So you was cheating on me?" He asked

"I'm sorry! I really am. I just, I love Kyle!"

"Well, I can't make you love me... If you don't. You and your kids can still live with me. It doesn't  mater."

"You're alright with it? You still want to get married and you love me?"

"Yeah. I mean, I see you really lover this guy, you was stuck on him. I could tell you was doing something. I was just waiting for the day you was going to tell me, cause I knew eventually you would."

"I don't know what to say."

"You don't have to, I'll continue to take care of you and Kj and the baby you're carrying now.. I'll pay for Kyle and his mothers funeral also since they have no other family."

I started crying. Just the fact knowing that Kyle is dead. I don't know what my life's going to be like without him. Him and Kj finally got to see each other and just knowing that Kj was the last one that got to interact with him minutes before he passed.

"Thank y'all for all this. But I need some sleep, this is too much for me. Kj I love you and you be good for Durrell until I get out of here alright?" I asked. He nodded and they left.

||Kizzie||

"Have you been having sex?" My dad asked me

"No!!" I said

"Then why would Jada say something about you being pregnant?"

"You ask her... She just doesn't like me."

"Alright, well get out the car, we bout to find out." My dad said as we got out of the car and entered the doctors office

They called us back and they drew blood. I sat and waited a little bit and they came back in the room.

"Soo.. We have some good and bad news..." The doctor spoke

"Bad first.. Well the bad could be good and bad and the the good could be bad."

My dad covered his face.

"Daddy." I said he didn't say anything. He just bounced his leg up and down. I started getting nervous and crying.

"Looks like you are indeed pregnant. Two weeks, and your baby may have trouble developing. Have you been drinking alcohol, or smoking tobacco?"

I was so scared to answer anything.

"Regardless if you tell the truth or decide to lie, we know."

"Yes." I cried

My dad jumped out of his seat and left out.

"Alright. Well you can come back here next month and we can have a check up.. Here are some prenatal vitamins." She quickly walked out. I couldn't do anything. I dont know what to do. I went outside to meet my dad in the car.

"Dad."

He ignored me.

"Dad... Please don't ignore me!" I begged "Don't be mad at me. Please..."

He paused a while before speaking. "Being mad ain't gon help a situation. All I can do is help and support you. But how do you think I feel being my little baby is having a baby? You're out here having sex and smoking, and drinking?"

"I'm sorry dad. Believe me. I'm so sorry, and I'm so freaking sorry."

"I forgive you, I have to. But who is this guy? The child's father."

"Tony." I spoke quietly

"Tony?!" He stopped the car
"You're cousin? Hell nah, where he live. I'm killing his bitch ass."

"No! Dad. He's not really my cousin. His mom and mom is just close friends and they made me think I was related to him. Because our moms consider themselves as sisters."

"Still that little nigga is sixteen fucking years old. "

"Dad.. If you hurt him, I'll run away." I threatened

"I'll have the police find you."

"Then I'll kill myself."

"Kizzie. Stop playing."

"I'm dead ass."

He reach over and popped me in my mouth. I held it in shock. He never hit me before.

"You're not going to say sorry?"  I asked

"Hell no. Sorry for what? You not gonna be disrespecting me. You made me loose the woman I loved because I believe you over her because I believed in you. I though 'no... Kizzie, my baby girl.. She's not bad at all. She's not worried about these boys and being bad. She's going to grow into a smart, independent, hard working woman, and then maybe one day have a family.' You disappointed me. I don't want you to turn out like your mother... You let me down kiz. Now I'm stuck by myself raising you and your child with no help and soon enough y'all will be gone and have no one.. All because of you. I guess I can blame myself. Ju-"

"Take me to moms please?" I cut him off

"What you trying to move in there now?" He chuckled shaking his head

"Yeah. I'm not putting up with you. I hate you."

"You hate me? After all I've done." He laughed "I remember when you were younger and you'd sneak and call me and everytime I'd get you, you'd tell me how much you hate your mom because she was mean to you, and all of the men she had around. I was always there for you, and you gonna up and leave my house?" He started the car up and drove me to my moms.

"Don't call me when you want something neither." He said and sped off.
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SORRY FOR MISTAKES.

This lame ass chapter. I had got stuck and I haven't updated so I just finished up this.. I'll try to update again tomorrow.

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