Contracted Nikkah

1/Hazal

Life can be so hard at times but we all have to do what we got to do. Does that make any sense?

No.

Well,
Today was such a long day for me. I got into my room to relax as it's already past 7. I sat on the sofa near the window to stare at one of the most beautiful creations ever- the moon. The moonlight shining so bright as it brought out the beauty of my room. The wall was covered in warm white, same with the ceiling, rug, sofa and window blinds, enveloping the room with coziness. I've always loved neutral colors because it makes me feel comfortable.

I was calmly staring at the room when my phone adhan went off reminding me that it was time to pray Ishaa. I quickly went to the washroom to perform my ablution then brought out my prayer mat to start praying. I prayed for like 5 minutes then I folded the mat and put it in my cupboard.

Ever since I moved to Ghana, my routine has been: Wake up, pray, eat, get ready, search for job, come back home, pray, eat, go to sleep but now everything is going to change as I've gotten a job at one of the best tech companies ever KORA and I'm supposed to resume tomorrow. I'm feeling more than nervous at the moment but I kept reminding myself that "everything's gonna be okay" hopefully....

I picked up my phone to call my favorite person in the world. "Hey baby girl" he said as he picked up the call. "Salam Abba" I chuckled as I greeted him. "Wassalam my love. Have you eaten?" He asked. This man! He has always cared for me ever since Umma died. Heyyyy fellas no need to feel sad :) she died while giving birth to me so I never met her. Even though I felt sad for not having a mother in my life, I was grateful for my dad because he did everything he had to make sure I got the love I needed and deserved. "Yes Abba I have" I said. "How about your job?" He asked. I know he doesn't like the fact that I insisted on going to another country to work even though he can take care of all my needs. I just love being independent, don't blame me. "Yes Abba I finally got a position to work as a graphic designer at Kora!!!!!!!!" I yelled "Finally my habibty is going to start working, please Hazal work very hard, don't associate with the wrong people, do your best, always pray cuz prayer is the key to success in this Dunya, and lastly always call me anytime you need help with something" he said and I knew he was crying "Abbaaaaa don't cry, I understand you care for me but don't worry I'll never forget how you trained me, I'll always pray and do the right thing, I love you Abba" I said as tears brimmed down my cheeks. I get emotional easily. "I love you more Habibty" he said. We chatted for a while then I decided to ask him the question he hated the most " So Abba now that I'm not with you, don't you think it's best if you get yourself...." I didn't even complete my statement when he interrupted "I thought we've talked about this Hazal, I don't want to get married, I can't get married, you have no idea how much your mum means to me, she was my everything" he said calmly as he never shouts at me. "But Abba....." I tried to continue speaking. "Enough Hazal, let's not talk about this. Now go to bed and rest. I love you so much" he said "hmmm okay then Abba, I love you too, take care okay?" I said
"Okay my love bye" he said then cut the call.
I don't know why even after her death he doesn't want to get married, she's no longer alive, maybe he considers it cheating.

Love......

Living with only one person for the rest of your life, doing everything together
Eeeeeew
I don't even want to experience it. It's a waste of time to me. I'm happy with my father, he means everything to me.

I laid on my bed as I imagined myself falling in love... So funny

Salam my loves,
I know I know there are some errors in this chapter so don't come at me :) I'm still learning. I'll try to amend.
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