it's u || minsung

3

"my arms are going to fall off." jisung groaned to himself. he stood up to take his hoodie off, but instead got dizzy.

everything went black and he started losing touch with his sense. his body fell limply to the ground, laying there. no one around to help him. but he was used to waking up after passing out.

not even a minute later, he had regained consciousness. he laid there lifelessly, staring up at his living room ceiling. he let out a sigh, getting up slowly. he threw his hoodie onto his bed, going back to his drums.

"come on jisung, you need to practice more."

"i've arrived." jisung quietly called out as he entered chans basement.

"hi jisung!" felix greeted him cheerfully.

"hi felix." jisung bowed.

"five minutes EARLY! that's new." hyunjin pointed out, letting his words sink in. "oh my god i'm so sorry. that wasn't meant to be rude i just- i'm gonna stop before i make it worse."

jisung lightly chuckled. "it's okay, i know. i haven't exactly been the best at arriving on time."

"well anyways, let's practice." hyunjin smiled as he picked up his guitar.

"god we just started and you already fucked up!" minho stoped singing abruptly, turning to face jisung.

"what did i mess up? i'll fix it." jisung asked.

"you were lagging on the chorus." minho scoffed. "if you're so good how do you not even know what part you messed up on?"

"sorry." jisung replied with a slight bow.

"sungs ignore him!" felix called out.

"you were doing great!" changbin joined.

"let's get back to practice, yeah?" chan offered a smile.

jisung smiled at the encouragement, nodding.

and that's how they spent the next month.

practicing, minho yelling at jisung, and jisung becoming a lot closer with the band and their friends. jisung and felix became best friends, spending the most time together.

jisung was now packing his bags, getting ready for the bands tour bus to pick them up. jisung wondered why they wouldn't just fly but chan insisted that it costs less and reminds him of the movies. the only time they'd fly is to get overseas.

he walked outside his apartment complex, waiting for the bus to arrive. he was nervous, to say the least, but excited. he'd finally get to perform on stage.

when the tour bus arrived, felix immediately helped jisung on and helped him get situated.

"we are going to have so much fun!" felix exclaimed.

"can't wait." jisung smiled.

"want some cheesecake?" felix offered.

"no thanks! i just ate." jisung smiled.

"okay." felix nodded.

"feliiiiiiiiix! come spend time with your boyfriend." changbin whined.

"okay okay. i'll come hang out with you later sun!" felix smiled.

"have fun lix. but not too much fun." jisung playfully narrowed his eyes, felix sticking his tongue out at him.

jisung sighed, leaning his head against the window. he couldn't really describe how he was feeling at the moment.

excited.

scared.

lonely.

empty.

he became frustrated, not being able to identify his emotions and opted to go to his bed and take a nap instead. you'd think it would be hard to go to sleep on a moving bus full of loud men.

but it's pretty easy when you haven't slept in four days.

and so jisung fell asleep almost as soon as his head hit the pillow.

"jisung wake up, we're at a restaurant." felix shook him lightly.

"i'm really tired, you guys can go without me. i'll just eat something later." jisung smiled.

"okay sun, get some more rest. sorry for waking you." felix nodded, seeing the dark circles and eye bags that surrounded his eyes.

"thanks lix." jisung let his body relax, falling back asleep.

"where's jisung?" changbin asked as felix walked back in alone.

"he's resting, he looked really tired. but he said he'll just get something to eat later." felix answered as he sat down.

"aw, okay." changbin nodded.

"are we sure he can even handle being on tour?" minho scoffed.

"what do you mean?" hyunjin asked.

"the tour hasn't even started and he's too tired to even come eat with us."

"minho that's enough. if you have something to say to him say it to his face." chan cut in. "don't talk behind his back."

"no, don't say it to his face. do you even realize what damage that could do? sun is too soft. keep it to yourself." felix said, getting angrier.

"whatever." minho rolled his eyes, their waitress showing up.

they placed their orders and ate.

"where is it?" jisung groaned, looking through his backpack. "i know i put them in here."

he smiled as he found his headphones and his meds, pulling them out.

i shouldn't be taking meds this late. maybe i should just stop? no. i need to take my meds.

jisung let out a sigh, grabbing a glass of water. he took his pills, putting the bottles back as the band reloaded the bus.

"hey sun, what's that?" felix asked curiously, pointing to the bottle jisung was putting away.

"ibuprofen, i just had a headache." jisung gave a calm smile.

"ohhh okay. let's try to be quieter." felix turned towards the group.

"why should we have to cater to him?" minho scoffed.

"he has a headache do you have to be that fucking inconsiderate?" felix swore he was about to punch minho.

"hey lix, it's okay." jisung placed his hand on his shoulder, calming him down. "he's right, you shouldn't have to be quiet just cause i have a headache. and i was going to put headphones in and go back to sleep anyways." jisung reassured with a smile.

"jisung-" felix's words were cut off when jisung put his headphones in, climbing back into his bed.

a/n: hi my loves! how are you? how's life? i love you <3 also the tour bus kinda doesn't make sense to me but trust me it's for plot purposes 😈