it's u || minsung

18

"jisung. you need to see a doctor." felix said calmly.

"felix, this whole passing out thing is normally for me. can the doctor at least wait until the tour is over?" jisung said quietly.

"you're not gonna budge, are you?"

"nope."

"so stubborn. okay, promise after the tour is over?"

"pinky promise." jisung held up his pinky. felix intertwined their pinkies, smiling softly at jisung.

"you're so strong, you know that sung?" felix said softly.

"you're gonna make me cry, stop." jisung chuckled, wiping the tears forming in his eyes.

"let's get to the bus, we'll be on the road all night." felix wrapped his arm around jisungs shoulder, walking with him.

"hey sungs, how ya feeling?" chan asked as they got on the bus.

"i'm feeling okay." jisung gave a smile, quickly going to one of the beds.

"wait ji! have you eaten?" felix asked softly.

jisung just sat up, staring at him. his eyes begged him to drop it.

"ji you need to eat at least a little." felix said, now more stern.

"don't push him." hyunjin nudged.

"can we get panera?" jisung asked.

"yes! i'll go inform the driver!" felix happily ran to the front.

jisung sighed, laying back down. hyunjin laid next to him, shoving him over. jisung didn't utter a word, just silently scooting to make room for hyunjin. the bed was small, but they made it work.

"take your time, ji. don't rush and don't push yourself." he said softly.

"thank you hyun." jisung smiled softly, cuddling into his best friend.

minho hated every second of it. he hated that jisung wasn't trying to get his attention. he hated that he didn't know what hyunjin and felix were talking about. he hated that jisung was cuddled next to hyunjin. he hated that jisung looked like youngyun. he hated the feeling in his stomach every time he saw jisung. he hated the fact that he'd pushed him away and he didn't come back.

he wanted to approach him but he just couldn't. he didn't know why but he just couldn't allow himself to. maybe he was too prideful. maybe he felt he wasn't allowed to since he pushed him away.

minho just sighed, reading comments online.

is the drummer actually gay?

ewwwww the drummers a f@g🤢?

they look so good 😍

jisung can slap my ass like a drum 😏

fags

changbin was a better drummer, wish he was there instead of jisung 😕

we miss you changbin!

jisung is so fine 🛐

thank god jisungs gay 🛐🛐🛐🛐

jisung was wrongfully outed. leave him alone!!!!!

jisungs a dirty fag

minhos blood boiled as he read the comments under the groups post. if anything he just hoped jisung hadn't seen them. his heart couldn't handle it if jisung had seen the comments. he deleted every single one of the negative comments, reporting the accounts.

"watcha doin?" chan asked, taking a seat next to minho.

"deleting these comments." minho mumbled.

chan watched, noticing how every comment he deleted was negative, directed towards jisung. he let out a sigh, putting an arm around minhos shoulder.

"if you care about him, you need to stop pushing him away." chan said gently.

"i can't." minho mumbled.

"why?"

"i don't know!" minho shouted. "i just- i can't." minho sighed, letting out a shaky breath as tears gathered in his eyes.

jisung stayed silent in his bed, eavesdropping.

"well what makes you push him away?" chan asked.

"the first time i saw him he reminded me of younghyun. after all the shit that he put me through i just- i can't." minho stood up.

felix marched in, shoving minho back. he wasn't blind. he'd noticed the way jisungs mood had changed and plummeted since he found out why minho hates him.

"what the hell was that?" minho asked.

"HE is HAN JISUNG. NOT KANG YOUNGHYUN. you do not get to treat jisung like shit just because you think he looks like someone who hurt you. younghyun is a shit bag. the scum of the earth. hes fucking disgusting. han jisung is a completely different person.

"he's fragile and after last night he very clearly has been upset. i don't think he's left the bed all day besides performing. i don't think he's eaten or had water. hes very clearly not doing well mentally and you KNOW THAT. even if he's damn good at hiding it.

"he does not need you adding to shit he has to go through in his life. you do not get to treat him like shit because of how somebody else treated you! we understand, okay? you suffered a lot because of younghyun. but you're really going to make him suffer too? jisung has no idea who youngyun is. he's just been yelled at and treated like shit, not even knowing what the fuck he did. you know why? cause HE DIDNT FUCKING DO ANYTHING."

felix snapped. minho sat down, listening to and taking in every word felix said. if he felt guilty before, it was eating him alive.

"you think i don't feel guilty? it's been fucking eating me alive!" minho yelled.

"SO STOP PUSHING HIM AWAY." felix screamed.

"we uhhh..arrived at panera five minutes ago." the driver awkwardly spoke.

a/n: oooooooooooooooooooo 😝🫦