He drove me home in silence.
The tension was knife thick.
I just wanted to get home and cuddle with Bleu.
We pulled up to my house.
"We still taking her to IKEA tomorrow morning?" Clay asked.
"Yea .. just- just call first." I said as I got out.
Before I could get fully out the car he grabbed my phone arm and pulled me back in.
He kissed me.
He was sucking lips in the car when someone pulled up and flashed their headlights at us.
I look up to see that it was TJ.
I broke from the kiss and fully got out the car.
TJ jumped out his car.
He looked at me with a death stare.
I knew he was two seconds from cussing my ass out.
I walked in the house and seen that nobody was home.
Not even Bleu.
I checked Ki'moura's location and seen that they were at a trampoline park.
TJ followed me in.
"Thats that nigga Clay? That's who you love so much? I heard he got another kid on the way too." TJ laughed.
"TJ honestly what me and that man got going on has nothing to do with you." I said with a attitude.
"The fuck is up with you?" TJ asked.
"TJ what the fuck you here for?" I asked throwing my purse on the kitchen island.
"I came to see your brother but obviously he ain't here .. so .. riddle me this , him or me?"
"Nigga what?!" I asked as I sat at the kitchen island.
"That pussy ass nigga Clay .. or me?" TJ asked again.
"Tamauge ( Tuh-maj) , why would you ask me some dumb ass question?" I asked , using his full first name.
"Just pick." He said , getting irritated.
"You TJ .. you." I finally said.
"Yea yea , cmere." He said biting his lip.
I got up and went over to him.
He grabbed me by my neck and kissed me.
These were the sloppiest kisses ever.
I put my arms over his shoulders and ended up putting my hands on the back of his neck.
He started kissing on my neck.
"Fuckk TJ , fuckk .." I moaned.
"Cmon wit yo sexy ass." He said as he picked me up and took me up the stairs.
46 minutes later ..
"FUCK TJ OH MY GOD!" I moaned loudly as he beat a dent in my back.
We exchanged moans.
He had my arms behind my back with my arms together.
My legs started going numb.
A few minutes after that , my whole body started going numb.
He was fucking the shit outta me.
My legs started shaking.
"TJ I CAN'T TAKE IT! UHH FUCK .. ME!" I yelped.
He pulled out and nutted on my back.
We was both breathing heavy.
"You good?" TJ asked.
"Nigga no , you just tore my shit up like damn." I said , still heavily breathing
"You just pulled 3 nuts out of me in 35 minutes. You should be the one asking me if im okay" TJ laughed.
"You know we can't do that again right?" I asked.
"Why not?" He questioned.
"Because .. I don't want me and you to ruin me and Ki'moura. And I also don't want you and me fucking up the great friendship that you and Mony have."
"Man as long is he don't find out we fucking , me nd him is good."
"We are not fucking , we fucked and that was it." I said as I grabbed my briefs and put them on.
"Manee you know you coming back for more." He said.
"But i'm not tho .. actually before I catch feelings , get out." I said as I got on my phone.
"Nigga what?!" He snapped.
"You deaf? You'n speak english?? GET.OUT!" I yelled.
"Tae- stop fucking playing with me."
He jumped across the bed and grabbed me by my neck.
He pushed my neck and head into the pillow.
I couldn't breathe.
I started kicking and trying to scream but I couldn't.
I finally built the strength up to push him off me.
"NIGGA DON'T YOU EVER IN YOUR FUCKING LIFE PUT YO DAMN HANDS ON ME AGAIN!" I yelled.
"FUCK ALLAT! YOU GOT ME FUCKED UP!" He yelled back.
I stood up pushed him.
He pushed me back and pinned me to the wall by my neck.
"TJ get off me .. foreal move off me. On my daddy grave get the fuck off me! Cause I swear to God if I tell Mony , it's over for yo ass and you know that!"
He thought about what I said and backed up off me.
I grabbed his hoodie , his phone , his sneakers , and threw it at him.
"TJ GET OUT!"
He looked at me and just walked out.
I sighed and sat at the edge of my bed.
I balled my hands up together and put them on my mouth.
I couldn't believe he just did that.
Besides Demony , TJ has always been my biggest protector.
And for him to scare me like that , it hurts.
This shit hurts.
My body was still numb.
