"So this is what you was doing while you was begging me to come back? You fucking some bitch?" I said.
"Those is yours babe. I brought them for you .." TJ said , lying.
It's always so easy to tell when TJ lying.
Every time he lie , one of his dreads in the back stand up.
He don't even realize it.
"No they not TJ .. and you know they not-"
My sentence was cut short by a noise upstairs.
I drop the thong and jetted up the stairs.
TJ ran after me.
I ran into his room to find some butt naked ass boy in his bed.
I ran around the bed and swung on him
We got to tumbling on the floor and I landed on top of him
Ki'moura ran out her room and ran into TJ's
She grabbed me from off of the boy.
She pulled me into the hallway.
I was blacked out.
She kept lighting slapping my face to get me back to reality.
"Tae! Tae! Hello! Calm down alright! Who the hell did that to your face?!" Ki'moura asked.
"Your brother! OUU IMA KILL HIS ASS!" I yelled.
I tried to run back in the room but Ki'moura grabbed me again.
"RELAX! Ima handle him cause he know better then to put his hands on you. But listen-"
I zoned out.
"-hey , hey , relax! He's not your man! Remember that okay? Listen to me .. He's.Not.Your.Man." Ki'moura reminded me.
Although me and Ki'moura argue , that's still one of my main protectors
She always makes sure I don't do something I could get in trouble for.
Or possibly black out and hurt myself.
"Ki'moura I can't! It's too much shit going on! I feel like i'm suffocating right now!" I yelled.
"Okay! It's okay my love! Just relax. Calm down .. grab your keys , go home and ima meet you there after I handle this okay?"
I didn't respond
"Okay Tae?" She asked again.
"Okay .." I finally said.
I went downstairs and grabbed my keys.
I went outside and completely bypassed Demony and Clay.
I hopped in my car and sped off.
I couldn't believe I just did that shit.
I did all that over a nigga that's not mine.
Fuck TJ.
Fuck Clay.
4 hours later ..
Ki'moura had just left after she called me down.
I cried.
I screamed.
I laughed.
And she was there they the whole thing.
I love that girl.
There was a knock downstairs on the door.
Demony wasn't home.
I went downstairs and opened it.
It was Dezmon.
"Oh .. hey. Um how did you find where I live?" I asked.
"I asked around in the street. It ain't hard to find yo ass honestly." He said.
"Damn .. wassup?" I asked.
"You forget these." He said holding up my phone and purse.
"Oh shit. I ain't even realize I left none of that. Thanks .." I said.
"Your welcome."
He started walking away from the door.
"Dez .. what's with the attitude?" I asked as I put my purse and phone on the table by the door.
"Nothin , we good." He said , walking away again.
"Hey , hey , hey .. what is wrong?" I asked.
"You got all then damn niggas .. all them damn niggas and you just had to come in my life right?" He said.
"Hold on .. your mad at me for having ex's? What sense does that make Dezmon?" I said.
"I'm not mad about you having ex's!" He said with a attitude and in kinda a raised tone.
"So what the fuck is you mad about?!" I said back with the same energy.
"Nigga last night made me feel some kinda way! The sex we had got me stuck on something I never even had!" Dezmon said.
"Dezmon it was just sex! People have sex everyday!" I said.
"WE MADE LOVE! WE AIN'T HAVE SEX! I MADE LOVE TO YOU AND YOU TOOK IT!" He yelled.
"Dezmon first off .. stop talking to me like that! Second .. I didn't ask you to fuck me like that!" I said back.
"YOU DIDN'T HAVE TOO! I TOOK IT UPON MYSELF TO DO THAT TO YOU BECAUSE I FELT LIKE YOU DESERVED IT AFTER FUCKING WITH ALL THEM LIL ASS BOYS SO YES I DECIDED TO GIVE YOU SOME GROWN MAN DICK! I CAUGHT FEELINGS! YES , I DID!" He yelled.
I was in shock.
He caught feelings that quick?
I didn't like how he yelled at me either.
I started tearing up.
"Listen .. I know you used to niggas bowing down on they knees when you start that crying shit. But i'm not doing that. Ima grown ass man. Not no lil boy." He snapped as he walked away.
I stood at the doorstep in shock as he got in his car and pulled off.
I scuffed and closed the door.
I leaned on the door and put my hands over my face.
I cried.
I cried because how can I deal with 3 men at the same time?
A nigga who likes beating on me and beating my back in.
A nigga who constantly cheats.
And a grown man who's willing to give me the world and i'm so scarred that I can't even see it.
I went upstairs and sat on the bed.
I called Demony.
"Yea Tae?" He asked.
"Where's Bleu?" I asked.
"I thought she was in the house with you .. we left her in the house while we went and got you cause she was sleep." He said.
"She couldn't be sleep that long." I said.
I ran downstairs and ran to her room.
There was huge blood stains on her carpet and blood smeared on the open window.
"DEMONY SHE'S NOT HERE! THERES BLOOD EVERYWHERE!" I yelled.
"WHAT YOU MEAN?! FUCK MAN!!" He yelled.
