// This chapter could contain sexual violence\\
The three men where almost dragging me to the toilet on the outside of the gas station. "Please?!" "I haven't done anything!" I cried but they kept dragging me until Jack closed the door behind us.
"Please Jack!" I cried but he shook his head. "This isn't your fault, it's Jax's, we're doing this because of him" he said and stared at me.
"Just accept this Ashley, we won't hurt you more then you already are"
What he said maid me realise that my head where hurting a lot and I were pretty sure I was bleeding.
"What are you going to do with me?" I cried and looked at Jack.
He didn't answer, he looked down at me before he nodded to one of his friends.
They where pressing me against the floor and tried to pull up my shirt. I screamed from the top of my lungs. "Please stop!"
"Let go of me!"
"This ain't gonna work" one of the men said to the other one holding me down.
"She'll calm down, we're in the middle of nowhere" Jack said.
He sat down at one knee and looked at me closely. "Please Jack, please..." I almost whispered to him.
"Shhh... you'll be alright. Just do as we say and lie still" he mumbled in my ear. His lips where brushing over my cheek down to my throat. He gave me a kiss and I tried to pull away.
His hands found their way up in under my shirt. "I want you to do as I say, when we're done with you... I want you to call Jax, and only Jax, not your pice of shit dad or brother. Call Jax" he hissed quietly.
Tears were running down my cheeks and I nodded. I'll have to accept what's coming. Lie still Ashley. Lie still. I can't run or fight them.
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I have been laying on this toilet floor for thirty minutes. I don't have the power to stand up. I need to do as they told me. I reached for my clothes and slowly pulled my shirt down over myself. I didn't have any tears left to cry. I felt empty.
I carefully pulled up my pants and stood up.
I walked out from the toilet and the first thing I saw was Jax's car. His windows have been smashed in and his car wheels have been punctured.
I pulled out my phone from my pocket and tapped in Jax's number.
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-Jax Martinéz POV-
"Ashley?"
"Jax... please come and pick me up" she mumbled and I stood up from the couch.
"What happened..?!" I said seriously but didn't get an answer.
"Where are you?" I asked and grabbed my helmet and keys to my motorcycle.
"...I'm at the gas station" she whispered with a week voice.
"Ashley just tell me what the fuck is going on!" I said and slammed my apartment door shut.
"Your car..." she whispered and I felt how the my heart started to beat faster. Have she been in a car accident!?
"Are you okay?" I asked. No answer. "I -I don't know" she mumbled.
I started the engine on my bike.
A few minutes later I parked my motorcycle at the gas station and looked around. "Ashley?!"
I saw my car standing at the other side of the station and walked over to the car to see what the hell she is talking about.
"What the fuck" was the only words leaving my lips when I saw my vandalised car. All the windows and wheels where totally destroyed.
"Ashley?" I took a few steps closer to the car and saw her sitting on the other side.
"What the hell happe-" I stoped when I saw her completely.
She almost looked as destroyed as my car. "What the fuck, who did this to you!?"
"I-I..." I gave her my jacket and gently grabbed her and pulled her up from the ground.
"I just want to leave" she cried and I nodded. "Of course" I mumbled and pulled her in front of me walking her to my bike. I gave her my helmet and she stared at my car. "I'll fix that tomorrow" I said and she nodded and sat down behind me on my bike.
"Don't drive me to dad." She said quietly and I drove home to my apartment.
•••
"We need to get you cleaned up" I said and she sat down at the toilet in my bathroom.
"Ashley please tell me what happened" I said seriously and soaked a towel under the sink.
"They they...They dragged me into the toilet" she mumbled quietly and I sat down at my knees in front of her to look her in her eyes.
"They ripped my clothes of and an-" one tear fell down her cheek and I wiped it away with my thumb before I stood up and carefully lifted the wet towel up to her head to clean her face from all the blood.
"Look at me" I said and gently grabbed her chin to make her look up at me.
"Who did this to you?" I asked and one more tear ran down her cheek.
"They where four" she whispered. "Jack and three more men"
My body froze when I heard his name and I could feel the anger boiling inside of me.
"He did this?!" I said and pointed at her. She nodded.
"Oh he's so dead" I hissed and opened the the bathroom door. "Please don't leave" she said and I turned around.
Ashley where standing in front of the mirror slowly taking her shirt of.
My eyes widened when I saw her body and when she saw herself in the mirror tears filled her eyes while she slowly went thought every mark on her body.
"Did they touch you?" I asked and took a step closer. She nodded.
"I said no, I begged them to stop. But they didn't listen" she whispered and stroke her fingers right above one of their names. "They used a sharpie or something to mark every part of my body they touched with their name " she grabbed the wet towel to wipe away Jacks name right above her breast.
I stared at her body. Jack, Will, Peter, John .
She slowly pulled down her pants and my eyes fell to her inner thigh where Jack's name where written.
"Oh god I can't do this" she said and fell to the ground. I sat down in front of her. "I'll fucking kill them okay? If they ever touch you again I'll make sure they never see the daylight again"
I grabbed the towel and carefully wiped Jack's name away from her collarbone. I tilted my head forward and kissed the same place. "You'll be alright" I mumbled and wiped away one of the other names.
She looked at me. I have never seen her like this, and I hope I never do again. This is my fault. I knew this little thing we have between us wouldn't end well. They fucking raped her!
"I didn't know Jack was like that" she sobbed and I nodded.
"Why, why me?" She cried and I sat wiped away another name from her chest.
Because he knows that you are the only thing I care about, the only person I want, the only person I could possibly love.
"He knows that you know me" I mumbled and looked up at her.
She nodded, "Okay there's no point of cleaning you like this, you should take a shower" I mumbled to her and she nodded again. I stood up to leave and give her privet space when she called my name.
"Jax"
"Don't leave, I don't want to be alone" she said quietly.
"I won't leave you" I answered and sat down at the toilet while she showered.
•••
Watching Ashley sleep in my bed would have made me relax and it would have given me peace. But watching her sleep tonight ain't giving me any peace. I can tell she's afraid by the way she's laying rolled up in the corner of my bed.
Seeing her bruised body made my eyes hurt. The thought of them touching her, hurting her while she's begging them to stop made me sick...
They raped her, they fucking raped her!
I won't let Jack walk around unpunished for this. I'm done with him.
He dragged Ashley into this, and now he's done.
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