"Like what?" I asked and he looked up at me. "I didn't want to do this...I didn't want us to happen?" He said, I don't understand noting makes any sense. "Ashley... I didn't want you, you where a bet and then one night at a party Ian came up with the bet and we did put a lot of money in that bet and my bike was in the price pot" He said and my pulse raised.
"Jax I already know this, and I don't care about it anymore..." I said and looked deeply into his dark eyes. "I didn't tell you all, I wasn't the only one who competed for the money and the bike" he said and brushed his finger thought his hair. "Who else?" I asked and he looked at the bathroom wall behind me. "Jack..." He said. "And I keep blaming myself for making the bet up with Ian and... Jack, he was there at the party that night. Maybe that's the reason he did what he did to you..." Jack said with an ice-cold tone. I cleared my throat and looked down at the floor.
"It wasn't your fault..." I said but he shook his head and grabbed my hands slowly rubbing his thumb over the back of my hand. "Say whatever you want but I am still the one who dragged you in to all of this fucking shit!" He dropped my hands and I looked down at me again.
"Jax I'm the one deciding who's fault it is and I know it isn't yours, okay?" I said and kissed him on the cheek.
"You know what? We should maybe just go to bed..." I said and he nodded. I grabbed his hand and lead him to his bedroom. "You know we have never slept in my bed at home" I said and gave him a small smile. He looked up. "That's because of your dad" He said and smiled back. "You know he hates me..." He said and laid down next to me. "He doesn't hate you..." I said and tried to convince him I was right.
"You're lying..." He said and laughed. He gently grabbed my arm and pulled me over him so I was on top of him. "Its soon Christmas Ashley..." He said and grinned. Im glad I could make him smile after that deep talk we had just ten minutes ago. "And...?" I asked and smiled down him. "My family did own a cottage that we call the lake house" He said and looked at me with mysterious eyes. "I want to take you there" He said and kissed me, and I smiled even bigger. "So what do you say?" He asked and I nodded. "YES!" I said and he grinned bigger before he lips met mine and rolled over so he was on top.
"Even though I like seeing you on top... I rather look at you like this" He said and I blushed. I kissed him. I have never felt a relief like this, our bodies close too each other like this and our kisses makes everything go away. I would trade anything to stay in this moment forever with him. I think I love him.
I would never tell him that I love him, I don't want to be the first one, I don't know how he really feels about me. I don't know if he feel the same way as I do. Maybe he don't. Maybe all of this is still a bet or some kind of joke, but I trust him and I know he would't let me go through any of that again. Right?
I pulled my fingers trough his hair and pushed him closer to me. I want to feel him, all of him. The space between us are too big.
His fingers was trailing up on my waist and I smiled. "I need you here with me..." He whispered under one breath and I knew he wasn't just talking about today. "I'll always be here with you" I whispered back between our kisses. His fingers reached my bra and he smoothly took it off with one hand and threw it aside.
"Jax,.. I want you, I need you..." I whispered in his ear while stroking my hands over his well trained back. He pulled off his shirt and started to unzip my pants. And this was the first time after the incident at the gas-station that I fully trusted him with my body.
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This is a shorter chapter have not got the time to write but I hope you like it so far. And thank you all for 90k
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Romance"Did you see anything over there. Did you see what that group of people was doing!?" He said. I didn't answer. He lifted one of his hands to my throat and grabbed my chin with the other. I looked with fear into his dark green mysterious eyes. "Did...
