We stood there for minutes, the smell of his strong perfume was somethings I never wanted to let go of again and I wouldn't dare to move. The moment we let go everything will come back, the pain from when he left me and all of our problems.
"I'm not the right man for you Ashley" he said without moving an inch. "Who are? Sebastian? Trust me I need you, I love you Jax" I said and looked up at him. I knew he was right. He wasn't good for me but if he really feels the same he can change for me.
"I fucking love you to...that's the problem, I don't want to hurt someone who I love as much as I love you" he mumbled and I sighted. "So don't hurt me..." I almost whispered out and he looked me deeply into my eyes.
"Jax I want to give you one more chance, I want you to show me what I deserve and stay with me..." I said and he nodded without any hesitation. "Please be the Jax I know you want to be, you will have to choose... me or your old life..." I said slowly. He went quiet for a while.
"You Ashley, I choose you..." he said without and I felt how tears started to tear up. I was not sad, I was tears of joy.
He raised his hand to my chin and stroke my tears away from my cheek with his thumb. "I missed you Ashley Roberts.." he said softly.
"Then don't leave again Jax Martinéz" I answered back in the same tone.
He slowly tilted his head forward and I closed my eyes when his lips met mine.
My heart was pounding in my chest and I couldn't believe I was standing here with him.
All those nights of longing and missing him have lead me to this moment. Time seemed to stand still, I could se the love and desire reflecting in his gaze. He looked down at my lips again.
I grabbed him by the collar of his hoodie and pulled him in for another kiss.
"Ashley?" It was Emma's voice, I turned around and saw her standing a few meters away from us outside the club. "Oh no... You fucking pice of shit! You don't go near her or else I will ki-" she begun but I interrupted her. She stared at me. "It's okay..." she looked at me closely. "I'm speechless... what are you doing here?" She asked Jax and he looked at her.
"I could ask you the same..." he answered and Emma sighted. "This world is to fucking small... come on Ashley let's go inside it's cold out here" she said and waved at me to follow her. I hesitated. "I-I..." I begun and she sighted. "Is this the right thing?" She asked and I nodded. "Then go...I will be here, I got one of the twins so I'll be fine" she said and smiled nervously.
"Okay... I'll call you later" I said and Emma nodded before turning around leaving me alone with Jax. "So... helmet on" he said and handed me his helmet. I grabbed it and he helped me up on his bike. I held him closely. "Where are we going?" I asked before he started the engine. "To my place" he said and I raised my eyebrows.
He got himself a new apartment? Is that where he has been staying this whole time?
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"It's not as nice as my apartment back home" he mumbled when he opened the apartment door. He was right it was not as nice as his other apartment but considering how fast he got the apartment it's alright.
I looked around at the apartment and it looked really empty and sad. My eyes stopped at his bed. It was standing against the wall in the living room. "I know this is not big but I just sleep and eat here so it's fine" he said and dropped his keys at the kitchen counter.
He turned to me. I was nervous. What if this was the wrong choice, I have given him new chances before... what if he doesn't change this time?
"Ashley I promise you I'll be better. I want to be better for you" he said and walked up to me from behind. I closed my eyes and hummed a yes as an answer. He trailed his fingers around my waist, his touch sent a wave of electricity through my body igniting a fire deep within me.
I could feel his warm breath against my skin, his face drawing closer to mine. His presence was overwhelming. He kissed me slowly on the neck and I felt his fingers trailing up and down on my waist. I turned around. I know this is wrong. I know I shouldn't do this with him today but I need him. My body is longing for him.
He looked down at me with a smirk on his lips. "Do you want me to give you what you deserve Ashley Roberts" he whispered gently into my ear making sure his lips were slightly touching my skin.
"Please yes" I answered and he smiled proudly before kissing me tightly on my lips.
He moved his hands down to my back and pulled me closer to him.
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