Part 53

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Ian pulled me up from the grass and I hugged him. "Thank you" I whispered and he laughed. "No problem" I said and I took a step back avoiding the vomit on the grass. "Maybe you should get to bed" He looked at me up and down before he grabbed my by the arm making sure I was not tripping over. He pulled me inside and up to my room. "Yeah, my head is really spinning and I'm tired" Everyone was still partying and the music was loud. Ian was walking in front  of me making sure no one accidentally knocked me down. He opened my bedroom door. 

"No close!" Someone yelled and Ian widened his eyes before closing the door fast, "Fuck, you don't wanna go in there" He said and turned around. "Are someone doing it on my bed?" I asked and Ian slightly hesitated before he finally nodded. "Ugh no not on my bed" I said and groaned in disgust. "You host a party without locking your bedroom door? What did you expect?" He said
"Please not on my bed!" I banged on the door and Ian turned me around. He grabbed me by my shoulders and pushed me forward. "You can sleep at my apartment, I'll tell Emma and Paul to end this party because you need to rest"

He was right I need to rest, I haven't gotten a good night sleep for ages, I nodded and started to walk towards the front door. Ian was following me closely making sure I wasn't tripping over something on our way out.

Ian opened the car door for me and I sat down in his car. I was not sure if it trying to find Jax was the right thing, but I truly believe that I can help him. I need him and I do believe that he needs me too. We pull out the good in each other.

I looked at Ian and he gave me a small smile. "You know I really like you" I said and Ian nodded. "Yeah thanks..." He said and I stared at him and raised my eyebrows. "Okay I like yo too... and I want Jax back so ill help you find him.

"Oh that's nice of you" I said and Ian parked the car at his parking lot. I followed him up to his apartment he was walking closely to me making sure I was not falling over.

"How are you feeling?" He asked and opened the door I closed my eyes trying to feel how drunk I was. "Fine I think" I said a bit to confident. I tripped over the door step. Ian grabbed me and I looked up. Oh he reminds me of Jax "i understand why you are friends you really look like him... you act the same way and...-" I looked at his lips and he shook his head. "Ashley you need to sober up... I'm not Jax and I know you will regret this" I nodded and looked down. What the fuck was I doing?!

"Yeah you're right. Ian I miss him..." I said. "He was a fucking jerk but I still miss him... I can't live without him it feels like I'm missing something and no one can take his place I've tried" I mumbled and Ian lead me to his bed. "Yeah I know.. and he really needs you that's why we will try to find him" he said while I laid down on the bed.

"I'm tired Jax..." I mumbled and closed my eyes. I could hear Ian's small laugh. "Ashley we will find him... sleep now"

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A/n
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