-Jax Martinéz POV-
My fingers trailed over the cold metal lightener. I rolled the cigarette between my fingers in the other hand and decided to lighten it. Not smoking is a reminder of her. I can't think about her anymore. She's no longer in my life. I left her, I hurt her and I killed whatever we had. I put the cigarette between my lips and took a deep breath. My whole body relaxed. This is what I have been longing for.
The wind from outside blew the smoke away and I looked down. This apartment is not what I'm used to but it's alright. I'm four floors up and I have a pretty good sight over the town. I threw the cigarette down from the window and closed it. I know my neighbours hate when I throw my cigarettes down from my window and that's probably why I do it.
I actually don't spend any time in my new apartment, I sleep, shower and eat. I looked at the clock on my phone. 8PM. If I hurry I can shower and meet up with the others at the right time.
I showered fast and got dressed. Nothing more special than a black pair of jeans and my hoodie. I grabbed my keys and the helmet to my bike.
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I didn't miss my old life before her, but it's what I got back to. I parked my bike next to the club and walked into the alley next to it. It was damp outside and it already started to darken. I walked up to the small group of people that was standing in the end of the alley hidden from the road where the cops could see us.
"Ey you got the stuff?" One of the guys mumbled as I got to them and I glanced at him while another guy handed him a bag of pills. "This shit is stronger than last time he mumbled back and took the money. I leaned against the wall watching the same thing repeat today as I did yesterday and the day before.
The dealer left and I looked at my 'friend' Dan who held the pills proudly.
"Jax do you want some of this shit?" He asked and I shook my head. "I have joints" he said and grinned. I grabbed the joint he was holding and lighted it between my lips. "What time does the club open?" I mumbled with the joint still between my lips.
"It opened forty minutes ago" Dan answered and I nodded. "I bet you can sell those pills for twise a price in there" I mumbled and took a deep breath. This shit is fucking great.
"Jax? Maybe you can? I'm not a god at that stuff alone you know and you can get some of the cash" he said and I took another sip from the joint. "As always, That's not something you gotta be good at you need to be smart... find the right people that you think are stupid enough to buy for that price" I said and Dan nodded. "Like who?" He asked.
"You know those twins who own this fucking club, they got stash and will buy from you" I answered and he nodded again.
Dan walked first, as usual he walked passed the guards without them stopping either me or him they're used to us walking in and out. I'm always following Dan in because there's safer to be two and what I get is a part of the cash he make. No hard work. I dropped the small part of the joint that was left on the ground before entering the club.
It's crowded and the lights are low so the hard part is to find the twins. I took on the hood and tried to walk past all the dancing warm people. Everything suddenly felt quiet and I couldn't even hear my own voice. "Fuck I'm high" I mumbled and I tried to grab Dan's arm. "Yo Dan what shit did I smoke?!" I asked but he was gone. Someone grabbed me by the shoulder and I turned around I finally could hear again but my head was spinning. There was a long time since I was this fucking high. I looked at one of the twins that owns the bar and he smiled big. "You got some stuff with you?" He asked and I nodded and looked around for Dan he walked up to us.
"Strong as fuck and I think you might like it" Dan said to the twin. I never really liked him or remembered his or his brother's name. There's 'the tall one' and 'the short one'.
The short twin nodded for us to follow him to the VIP booth. "Whatever you took I want it" the short twin said while walking to the VIP area. "Too bad there's no smoking in here..." I said back. "There can always be a few rule changes" he said and grinned proudly over his power and status in the club.
I sat down in the booth and poured up a glass of whisky from the table. I took a sip. "So how much do you want?" The short twin asked and looked at Dan. "50 bucks" he said and I glanced over at him. "He ment 60 bucks" I said and the short twin handed us the cash. Dan gave him the pills.
"You guys never stay longer than twenty minutes so Jax stay this time, drink with us" the short twin said looking around for his brother. "I have a chick for you..."
The short twin waved for a light blonde girl to sit down next to me in the sofa, and she did as he wanted. "Sabrina this is Jax and trust me when I say that he is something you never met before" the twin said and looked at her with a dirty smile.
She looked at me and slowly got closer. I felt her moving her body closer to mine on the couch and she looked me with a dirty expression and licked her lips. I leaned in closer to her ear. "Not interested" I whispered and she sighted.
"Finally! Where have you been brother?" The short twin asked when his brother arrived with two girls. "One for you and one for me" the taller twin said and I looked up at the girls. "Fucking shit"... I mumbled when I saw who it was. Her hair was tied up in a tight slick back and she was wearing a black small satin dress that was carving out her body perfectly...Ashley...
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