Always

Part 38

I looked deeply into his dark eyes, I was craving for more, I needed more, his lips wasn't enough. And he felt the same. I stood up and crashed my lips into his again and he took that as a sign to slowly move backwards to his couch. He laid me down with his body on top on mine. 

"On your couch?" I asked and he looked down at me with a grin. "Why not?" He said while trailing with his fingers down my stomach. I tried to control my breathing when his finger tips reached the waist line of my pants. His lips met mine again and I pressed my body closer to his, I wanted to feel his warm body against mine, I wanted to feel him. He moved his hand down into my pants rubbing his fingers over the thin fabric of my underwear. I tried my best to hold in my moans when his hand entered my panties rubbing the exact right spot I wanted him to. 

"Oh god you're wet Ashley..." He whispered and I nodded letting out a moan when he slid his fingers into me. He slowly pulled my pants and pants down and I moved my hands to his crotch unbuttoning his pants. He looked down at me with a big grin and I smiled back before he pulled his shirt off. I knew I starred, but I couldn't help it, he is gorgeous. I removed my shirt and bra before I moved my hands up against his warm well trained back and he entered his fingers into me again, slowly moving them in and out. I tried not to moan out loud but I couldn't help it. I 

"Condom" I moaned out and Jax pulled out a condom form his pocket, he ripped it open with his teeth and smoothly put it on. 

Jax pulled his pants down enough to push himself into me. I pulled my hands thought his hair to find something to grab "Fuck" He moaned under a breath and pushed himself into me again. He started to move himself in and out, our moans found a synchronised rhythm. 

"Jax" I moaned and he started to move faster. I moved my hands over his back and up again to his hair.  He grabbed me by my hips and flipped me over so I was standing on all forth. He entered me again but from behind and I grabbed the edge of the couch when he pushed himself all the way in. " He slowly bent over me so his mouth was near my ear. "

Do you want to go faster?" He asked and I nodded. "Mhm" I mumbled. And he grabbed my ass and started to move faster and faster. I knew I was close. I was really close. "Jax..." I moaned and he moved deeper into me. "I-Im close" I moaned and Jax took that as a sign to beat himself in and out faster and harder, my moans got louder and both my body relaxed when I finally hit the edge and came. Jax moved in and out on last time. "Mhm fuck" He moaned and I turned around. 

He looked down at me and gave me a kiss on the forehead. Jax laid down almost on top on me resting his head on my bare chest. I tried to breath in sync with him while our warm naked bodies was resting against each other. I felt how my eyes became heavier and heavier before I completely closed my eyes and fell asleep. 

I woke up in Jax arms, he was carrying me to his bed. He laid me down and pulled up his blanket over my body. "Jax?" I asked and he turned around to look at me. "You're not leaving right?" I mumbled and he shook his head and laid down next to me. "No I'm not" He said and pulled me close to him. My body finally completely relaxed and I pressed myself into his warm safe chest. In Jax arms is the only safe place for me right now, the only place I can relax from all of this madness. 

"How are you acting so normal?" Jax asked out of nowhere when I was right on way to fall asleep. "Mm what?" I asked back and he slowly started to rub his thumb over my shoulder. "You have went through a lot of fucking shit, how do you cope?" He asked and I knew that he was thinking about what I a few hours found about Sebastian and Emma, he might have been thinking about what happened a few days ago at the gas station. 

What makes me cope with all of this? What makes me want to show up to school with a smile on my lips? What makes me want to move on, forget about everything. There's only one answer to that, him....Jax Martinéz makes me want to keep on fighting...