CRAVING FOR YOUR LOVE

CHAPTER 18 : HADSA YAAN SAZZISH

word count: 1419

dated: july 13, 2022

monami- woh.. woh..

karan- chup bilkul chup.. kuch nhi bologi tum.. tumhare paas har cheej ka excuse hota hain na.. tumhe kuch idea bhi hain abhi tumhari jaan ja sakti thi.. agar tumhe kuch ho jaata toh.. mere baare main ek baar bhi socha tumne.. already tumhe ek baar kho chuka hu.. dubaara khone ki himaat nhi hain mujhmain.. kyu aisi harkate karti ho.. jab maine kaha tha jeep main hi rehna toh tum bahar kyu aayi.. aur aayi toh aayi.. dhayan kaha tha tumhara.. ab bologi kuch..

he said at top of his lungs while monami just shivered.. she was trembling.. and sobbing silently.. her legs were getting weak and she could fall anytime..

karan- main tumse baat kar raha hu monami.. speak up.. (he said loudly..)

monami- woh woh.. yhh.. yhh.. tu.. tumh.. tumhara.. wallet.. g..gir g.. gaya tha.. y..yhh.. d..dene.. aayi th.. thi.. (she said while shivering.. gathering courage to speak was really hard for her..)

karan- again excuse.. tumhe kabhi kuch samjh kyu nhi aata.. socha hain agar truck se takar ho jati toh kya hota.. are apna nhi toh kamse kam mere baare main soch leti.. agar tumhe kuch ho jata toh main jeete jee mar jata monami.. mar jaata main..

karan said this while breaking down and he falls on his knees.. just the thought of loosing her has shakened him to the core.. monami was standing there shocked.. she has never seen karan in such a miserable state.. she gathered some courage.. she bent to his level.. and just hugged him tightly and started patting his back.. karan tightened his grip on her.. both were silently sobbing.. monami broke the hug when she felt that he has calmed down..

monami- i am really srry.. aa.. aage se aise k..koi galti nhi hogi.. i am s..srry..

karan saw tears in her eyes.. he saw her state.. she was still shivering.. he realized that just a few minutes ago he shouted at her.. he was feeling hell guilty now.. he didnt even realized ki usne gussa main kya kya bol diya monami ko.. he controlled his anger took a deep breathe.. cupped her face and said..

karan- i am really srry monami.. main tumpe chilaya.. tumhe itna kuch sunaya.. i am really srry for that.. par main bhi kya karta mujhe ek pal ke liya aisa laga jaise meri duniya ujar gayi ho.. gussa par kabu nhi raha aur main apna aapa kho baitha.. maine tumhe hurt kiya hain.. aaj meri wajhe se tumhari aankhon main aansu hain.. main apne aap ko kabhi maaf nhi kar payunga.. i..

monami cuts- iss mai tumhari galti nhi hain karan.. i know tum darr gaya the.. aur agr main tumhari jagah hoti toh shayad main bhi aisi hi react karti.. its ok..

karan- no monami its not okay..

monami- karan i said na its okay.. infact mujhe toh bahut acha laga yhh janke ki tum meri itni care karte ho.. koi hain jiske liay main itni important hu.. koi hain jo mujhe khone se darta hain.. haan thoda dar gayi thi tumhara angry man khadoos look dekh kar but its okay.. tum apne aap ko fault mat do.. galti meri hain..

karan- nhi monami iss main tumhari koi galti nhi hain.. mujhe apne gussa pe kabu rakhna chahiya tha.. i should have handled the situation in a better way.. commando hu aur apne emotions pe control nhi kar paya..

monami- karan commandos bhi insaan hi hote hain.. aur dekho agar tum aisa hi self guilt main rahe na toh main tumse baat nhi karungi..

karan- ok ok.. srry.. srry.. par tum mujhse baat karna band mat karna..

monami- kabhi nhi.. agar tumse baat karna.. ladna band kardiya toh mere time kaise paas hoga..

to which both monami and karan chuckles.. they make each other stand and wipe off each other's tears.. other people on the road were just adoring their bond..

karan - waise monami.. tum shayad kuch bhul rahi ho..

monami- kya??

karan- tumhari icecream jiske liya yhh sab tamasha ho gaya..

monami with a sad pout- par yhh toh neeche gir gayi na..

karan- toh kya hua.. main tumhare liya ek aur le aata hu..

monami exciteldly - sachi..??

karan- muchhi...

monami gets super happy and hugs him out of excitement.. karan was shocked for a sec but he too resiprocated..

karan- acha acha bus bus.. sab log dekh rahe hain..

monami realizes and breaks the hug..

monami- srry.. (and she tucks her hair stand behind her ear..)

karan- its ok..

karan turns towards icecream vendor and buys 2 icecream for monami as per her taste.. they both then go towards their jeep.. monami was just enjoying the icecream on the drive with karan.. in between she was also feeding icecream to karan with her hands who was driving.. unknown to them.. they both were sharing the same icecream.. and soon like this enjoying and having fun.. they reach back to the academy..

scene changes to a old godown somewhere in deolali.. a man was standing there holding a belt in his hand.. he was very angry.. 2 people were standing there with their heads hunged low.. the man was back facing the 2 people..

someone- ek kaam tumhe diya tha woh bhi dhang se nhi hua..

2 people together- srry boss..

someone shouting- tumahre srry ka main achaar dalu.. tumhe bola tha na ki uss monami ko tapka dena toh woh kaam hua kyu nhi..

he said.. and striked the belt on the ground very aggressively.. the 2 people standing there shivered.. and none has guts to speak in front of their boss..

so now i will be writing them as goon1 and goon2 and someone as boss.. tabtak ke liya aap socho ki yhh boss kaun hain.. aur yhh monami ko kyu marwana chahta tha.. akhir kya hain iska asli maksad...

boss- ab bologe yaan aise hi murti banke khade rahoge.. (he said shouting.. 1 man gained courage and spoke..)

goon1- boss sabkuch as per plan tha.. woh truck wala monami ko uda deta.. par galat time par woh karan shergill aa gaya aur usne usse bacha liya..

listening to the name of karan.. the anger of that man rose by 100 times..

boss- karan.. karan.. yhh har baar mere plan ko barbaad kardeta hain.. pehle usse mere captive se bhaga ke le gaya aur ab uski jaan bacha li.. mera pura plan destroy kar diya.. par iss baar nhi.. aur tum dono yaahan mere muh matt takte raho.. dafa ho jayo.. aur plan b pe kaam karna shuru karo.. mujhe kisi bhi halat main monami ki laash chahiya..

goon1 and goon2 together- yes boss..

and they left from there.. now the boss was alone in his room..

boss- tumne mujhse mera sabkuch cheen liya karan shergill.. tumne mere maksad ko tabha kar diay... tumahri wajah se mujhe jail jaana padha.. par ab bus.. main tumhari zindagi ko nark se bhi bhattar bana dunga.. maut ki bheek mango ke tum par tumhe woh bhi naseeb nhi hogi.. main tumse tumhara sabkuch cheen lunga.. tumahri jaan bhi.. nhi nhi.. tumhe marunga nhi.. main jaanta hu tumahri jaan uss monami main basti hain na.. tumhe usse alag kardunga.. aur phir tumhe bebas tadapta hua dekhunga.. tum zinda toh rahoge par tum main jaan nhi rahegi.. tumhe itna kamzor kardunga ki tum apne sochne samjhne ki shakti kho baithoge.. tumne uss monami ko apni kamzori bana liya hain.. aur main ussi kamzori par waar karunga.. tumhe bebas lachaar dekhne main mujhe bara maza aayega.. aur phir mujhe mere maksad ko pura karne se koi bhi nhi rok payega.. the game has began.. get ready special agent.. (and he laughs evily..)

so aajke liya bus itna hi.. toh batayo yhh part kaisa laga.. i know thoda short hain uske liya srry.. toh ab aap sablog socho ki yhh jo banda hain yhh kaun hain aur kya chahta hain yhh.. kya hain iska asli maksad.. aur iski karan ke saath kya dushmani hain.. guess karo bada maza aayega.. aur mujhe comment section main batana theek hain.. yhh part acha laga ho toh vote share and comment.. i love reading ur comment guyz.. aur vote karte ho toh motivation milta hain.. agar comment aur vote nhi karoge toh next chapter bhi nhi aayega.. and haan guyz mujhe follow bhi karlo.. stay tuned for next part.. tab tak ke liya horn ok tata bye bye rab rakha..

jasmine signing off..