CRAVING FOR YOUR LOVE

CHAPTER 31 : AAKHIR KYUN YHH GUSSA

word count: 1604

dated: august 04, 2022

this broke monami chain of thoughts.. she looked at karan.. took a deep breathe and then..

monami in loud voice - tumhe ek baar kaha toh samjh main nhi aati.. jab maine kaha koi baat nhi hain toh kyu mere peeche padhe ho..

karan shocked - monami..

monami- just get lost.. door ho jao meri nazaro se.. i dont want to see u.. mujhe tumse koi baat nhi karni.. for god sake just leave me alone..

monami in mind- srry bhagwan ji.. karan jaisi pure soul ko hurt kar rahi hu... par kya karun meri majburi hain.. iski mujhe jo saza deni ho de dena.. par plzz karan ki khushiyon ke beech kisi ko bhi matt aane dena.. chahe toh uske hisa ka saara dard dukh mujhe de do.. par usse aanch bhi matt aane dena..

karan was completely shocked.. monami has never behaved like this to him.. he stood still there for a few sec to figure out what just happened and then he got back into his senses..

karan a little louder - aawaz unchi karlena se sach nhi badal jaayega.. jo tumne abhi yhh sab aakhein band karke bola hain na ek baar meri aankhon main dekh ke boldo.. i promise main tumhe apna yhh gud for nothing face kabhi nhi dikhayunga..

monami got tears in her eyes but she controlled herself..

monami - mujhe apni baat dubaara repeat karne ki aadat nhi hain..

karan cuts - and guess what.. mujhe bhi nhi hain.. isseliay bol raha hu sidha sidha bata do ki baat kya hain..

monami- kaha na koi baat nhi hain.. tumhe samjh nhi aata mujhe tumse baat nhi karni..

karan- par mujhe karni hain na.. (this time karan said it louder..)

monami- tumhari problem kya hain..

karan- exactly tumhari problem kya hain monami.. just come out with it..

monami- not interested.. (saying so she gets to leave from the room.. but karan holds her wrist tightly.. and pulled her towards him.. she dashed into his chest.. karan was looking at her with bloodshot eyes.. monami gulped..)

karan- aakhri baar puch raha hu..

monami- aur main bhi aakhri baar bata rahi hu..

karan- monami.. meri patience ka test matt lo.. warna main khud nhi jaanta main kya kar baithunga.. so plzz come out with it.. request kar raha hu.. plzz.. (he said it loud.. trying to control his anger..)

karan took a deep breathe - do u trust me??

monami remained silent.. she was just looking in his eyes..

karan said loudly - puch raha hu.. do u trust me..??

monami- khud se zyaada..

karan cupped her face - toh phir bolo kya baat hain.. i promise main tumhari problem ko solve karne ki puri koshish karunga.. plzz tell me kya baat hain.. kya problem hain.. (he said in a calm yet convincing tone..)

monami- tum.. tum ho meri problem..

karan confused - main.. kaise??

monami- i love u karan.. i love u.. par main jaanti hu yhh nhi ho sakta..

karan- kyu nhi ho sakta.. (karan asked still confused.. but on same time was happy to listen i love u from her..)

monami- wajah tum bhi jaante ho.. tum married ho..

karan was now shocked - aur yhh tumse kisne kaha??

monami- woh usdin.. maine kuch cadets ko baat karte suna tha.. ki jabse tumhari wife wapis aayi hain tumhare chehra par ek alag si chamak ek alag si khushi hain.. aur tum apni wife se pyaar karte ho.. bus iseliya i backed off..