Bitter, sweet, lust || NCT FF

Chapter 20

As usual, I am early at school again. I check Jaemin's classroom and Found no one there. For the whole 2 weeks Jaemin would be in there sleeping and I'd go sit beside him while playing On my phone and wait for him to wake up.

But i guess today is a different day.

I just sighed and walk to Johnny's office. In my surprise Jeno was there. Sitting on the couching while eating the strawberries that Johnny's girlfriend bought for me

Johnny: H-Hae
Hae: Hi! Morning!

I greeted him before walking to Jeno, and taking some strawberries from the small basket.

Jeno: Hi
Hae: Hello!
Jeno: We haven't talk, and Hee told me she haven't talked to you either. How are you?

I munched my strawberries while watching Jeno take another one and To be honest I feel like crying Every time he takes a strawberry from the basket

Hae: I-Im good. Happy and Good. Healthy. And sleeping w-well.

My voice was shaking, Im really trying my best to stop myself from crying because of some damn strawberries

Jeno: That's great to hear
Hae: I-I am sorry, a-about your birthday.

I was really going to go but then I realized I can't drink nor jump up and down so what's the point? Im pregnant I cant go to parties, so I decided to make that day memorable and got checked on the baby.

Jeno: Its okay, its been 3 weeks so its okay.
Hae: I-I uh heard you have a s-soulmate? H-how is the uh hmmm
Jeno: are you okay? Why is your voice shaking? Hae-
Johnny: You're crying...

I didn't know I was tearing up until Johnny said so. I touch my eyes and I felt my tears. I wiped it and Started laughing. While my tears glides across my face

Jeno: Shit! Shhhh stop crying. Hae, I'm sorry! Shit why are you crying?

He pulled me in a hug while Johnny handed me tissue paper to wipe my tears

Fucking hormones!

Johnny: Do you need anything? What do you want? Do you need uh strawberries?

I cried harder when he offered me strawberries, the image of Jeno taking my strawberries is replaying in my head and I sob harder

Johnny: n-no? No strawberries?

Jeno pulled away and Took a tissue paper from the box and Wipe my tears.

Hae: I-I can do it myself t-thanks
Jeno: just let me, Hae

And I did, i watch him looking at me with those worried eyes while Johnny take a strawberry and shove it in my mouth

Hae: Im so sorry
Jeno: Shh, its okay. Stop crying.
Johnny: Why are you even crying, gosh

Johnny sighed and Pat my head. I blow my nose and pointed at the strawberries

Jeno: because of the strawberries?

I didn't answer, but just stared at Jeno's face that looks like a worried pup

Johnny: Because jeno ate the strawberries?

And I sobbed, Johnny sighed and Jeno Was alerted and Wiped my tears until the door opened

Haechan: I just want to be close with Taeji okay!
Jaemin: I mean she's cool but You're getting so annoying! Don't you get that?
Haechan: I just want her to be my friend-

He stopped when He saw me staring at him and Jaemin. Jaemin's eyes widen and was about to run to me but I gave him a small smile.

Hae: Ill get going, just eat the damn s-strawberries

I beamed them a smile and walk away from that room and went to my mom's empty office and Took a nap there.

Jaemin's POV

After she left the room, I stared at Jeno who was in daze while Johnny hyung was looking like he's stressed

Haechan: Why is she crying? Did you make her cry? Dude! Are you crazy?!
Johnny: She just cried
Jaemin: Why? Why did she cry? What happened?!

Her eyes were red, dried tears on her cheek, her cheeks are red as well as her nose. I felt a sudden pain in my chest seeing her cry. I was going to run to her but she gave me a smile.

They cant know. Her voice played in my head. They cant know was the only rule she made. No one must know and the boys cannot know.

Johnny: she cried okay
Jeno: because uh I ate the strawberries??

There's a questionable look on his face, I stared at the basket of strawberries before letting out a breath

Haechan: Why did you eat those strawberries anyway! They're not even yours to begin with! Idiot!
Jeno: I thought its for everyone!
Johnny: That strawberries are for Hae, But I didn't know she'll cry if I have known then I should have stopped you!
Haechan: but why is she crying because of some strawberries? Dont tell me sh-
Jaemin: Call me when The class starts

I went out of the room and went to Hae's mom's office. I know she's in there. I have been watching her ever since she agreed on me wanting me be by her side as she carry our child.

I knocked first, i don't want to open the door and probably hit her again.

There's no response, I slowly opened the door and took a peak, she was there, Sleeping on the couch. The room is so cold but she was sleeping peacefully. I went inside and closed the door, making sure its locked.

I slowly went to her and Crouch to see her sleeping like a princess with her nose and cheeks still red from the crying.

I smiled and listened to her snoring. She was snoring faintly. I chuckled and Stared at her face

She's pretty. Very beautiful. Probably the most beautiful woman other than my mom.

I removed the strands of her hair that was on her face, I stared at her long lashes, Cute little nose, rosy cute cheeks. And her red lips.

She's beautiful, and Amazing.

Hae: Stop staring.

I snapped out when I suddenly heard her voice. Her honey brown eyes were staring at me. I backed away and stood up. She sat properly and Drank a water from the coffee table. I took a seat beside her

Hae: Jeno ate My strawberries

She said as if she was 3 years old and was telling me that Jeno took her favorite candy and I have to do something about it. Cute.

Jaemin: Its okay, strawberries are gross anyway.
Hae: they're not! Have you never tried strawberries?!
Jaemin: They're gross
Hae: b-but I like them, and the baby likes them

Her hand went to her stomach and caressed it. There was a little pout on her lip which made me smile. Really cute.

Jaemin: Okay, Strawberries are nice.
Hae: Really?

She stared at my face with her eyes glistening as she stared at my orbs. I gave her a nod and she smiled bitting her lower lip while caressing her stomach

Hae: You heard that baby? Your daddy likes strawberries too

She muttered in a whisper voice but it was enough for me to hear.

Daddy. I didn't know that word would be cute until now.

She looked up and gave me a smile before holding my hand, I was surprised but she gave it a small squeeze before Slowly putting it down onto her stomach

Hae: talk to the baby

She said, smiling at me. I cleared my thrashing and stared at my hand resting on her stomach.

Jaemin: Hey little sunlight. It's daddy...

TO BE CONTINUED