Bitter, sweet, lust || NCT FF

Chapter 32

Jaemin's POV

As soon as I arrived at the hospital, I saw Changmin in the emergency Room. I run to him.

Jaemin: Where is she?
Changmin: There

He pointed at the Curtain infront of us

I walked toward the curtain and pulled it to the side. Hae was there. She was lying unconscious on the bed all covered in blood

Jaemin: Sunshine.

I went to her and Held her face. There were tears in my eyes. I put my hand on her belly and On her head. I planted a peck on her forehead before holding her hand

Jaemin: Wake up sunshine. Everything will be alright.

I wiped my tears and watch her state. She really lost some blood.

Sunlight.

There's blood on her thighs down to her leg. My heart clenched at the sighed of that. She lost way too much blood.

The curtains opened and It revealed Kaila Noona. She gave me a small smile before giving Hae a peck on the head

Kaila: I need to talk to you, Alone.
Jaemin: No, Im not leaving Hae Noona.
Kaila: Jaem-
Jaemin: Just tell me, I just tell me noona.

She looked away. She looked to the paper and Then stared at me.

Kaila: s-she lost too many blood, she's okay, But she's just unconscious. But she'll be fine
Jaemin: Sunlight? How is she?
Kaila: Jaem...
Jaemin: what?! Noona, what?! How's our sunlight?!
Kaila: S-Sunlight...
Jaemin: what? Tell me!
Kaila: Sunlight d-didn't make i-it. I-im sorry.

That's when I started crying harder. I held Hae's hand tightly. Kaila noona went to me and Gave me a hug

Kaila: shhh, Cry it out nana.
Jaemin: Noona, I cant. I cant Tell Hae. I cant tell her that Sunlight's gone. I cant.
Kaila: shhh, its okay. Ill tell her Nana.

I held her belly and rub it like How I usually do. Tears fall on my cheeks as I feel her bump.

My sunlight. Our sunlight. We lost Our sunlight. We lost our sunlight even before we saw her, Even before we held her, Even before she meet Us, Even before we hear her first cry, even before her Uncle and Auntie Know about her existence, even Before She meet her Grandparents. We lost our sunshine before We actually become a family.

Changmin: doc, How is she?
Kaila: she's okay, Just unconscious. B-But The baby, She lost the baby.
Changmin: Oh god! H-Hae

I held her hand Tighter while crying in her side. She suddenly start moving causing me to stop Sobbing and wipe my tears.

Jaemin: Sunshine

She slowly opened her eyes. She scanned the whole place and Then Stared at me.

Hae: Jaemin
Jaemin: Yes, sunshine?
Hae: Sunlight?
Jaemin: Sunshine.

I just stared at her, She suddenly gave me a small smile before Her eyes was filled with tears

Hae: Sunlight. My baby sunlight. Our baby Jaemin?

Tears fall through my cheeks again. I pulled her in. My arm and Hold her tightly letting her cry on my chest while I cry on her.

Hae: I-Im sorry.
Jaemin: No, It's no one's fault. Sunshine, It was no one's fault

She only sobbed harder, Her arms were in my neck. Hugging me closer.

Hae: Sunlight.
Jaemin: O-our baby sunlight