Bitter, sweet, lust || NCT FF

Chapter 38

2 months have passed and Still no News on when she's coming back. I dont know if she still have any plans on coming back.

I bet she doesn't have any plans because I ruin her.

2 months have passed since her 18 birthday. I bet she found her soulmate. Im happy for her. I really am.

Haechan: I still don't get why Jaemin haven't found his soulmate yet!
Ami: Maybe its younger than Him, baby. I waited for a year for you
Taeji: Maybe she is younger

I sighed and just drink my coffee. Haechan Ami and Taeji invited me to their Hangout session here in the cafeteria

Haechan: But who do you think it is?
Ami: I dont know
Taeji: Who do you think it is Jaem?

They all averted their gaze on me. Haechan looks very desperate on looking for my soulmate, Ami looks very chill yet pressured for my soulmate. While Taeji looks like she doesn't care as long as I wont die.

Jaemin: no one. Im not interested on having a soulmate

I was. But not anymore, not unless its sunshine. But then she may have found her soulmate already.

I just wish her soulmate would make her happier than I ever did.

Haechan: You wont answer properly right?
Jaemin: I answered with a proper question
Haechan: How about that sunshine?
Jaemin: I have to go

I stood up and Left the Place. I went outside to my car, Before I could even Drive Taeji knocked on my window. I rolled it down and she sighed

Taeji: we still have class
Jaemin: I'll skip
Taeji: then let me join you. I know Jaemin

My body stiffened because of her words. She sighed and Inserted her hand inside opening the door. She sat and buckled herself.

Taeji: Drive, Jaemin.

I started the engine and drive. I glanced at Taeji, she looks calm.

Soon we arrived at Sunlight's Grave. I took a strawberry cheesecake and The flowers, I walked before Taeji.

I smiled at Sunlight before sitting down, Lighting the candle and Putting down the bouquet and The cheesecake

Jaemin: Hi sunlight, You must be sick of my face now.

I felt Taeji sitting beside me. Her hands went to Sunlight's Tomb

Taeji: Hello uh-
Jaemin: Sunlight, We call him sunlight
Taeji: Okay, Hi sunlight. Do you remember me? I bet you don't

She let out a chuckle. I glanced at her and She was smiling brightly at Sunlight

Taeji: I was the one who carried your mom. She was so heavy.

She giggled and wipe the falling leaves away. I stared at her and Found her staring at me.

Taeji: Hae, its Hae right? He is the baby that was in her stomach when she fell, right?

She gave me a small Smile before sitting comfortably by my side

Taeji: I didn't know what actually happened that day, but I found her On the floor, There was so much blood. And then I touch her belly, I felt her bump.

She let out a breath and Reach of my head Putting it on her shoulder.

Taeji: She told me No one must know. So I touch her blood and Wipe it all over her body.