Becoming an Oni in this land of illusion

Chapter 33

[Ibaraki]

I know harem means since the history of mankind there's a monarchy and patriarchy... Heck, even nobles in my past life knowledge have several wives

I think Cleopatra has three husbands I think their names are Ptolemy XIII, Ptolemy XIV, and Mark Anthony

But there's a fatal flaw in the Harem idea, since any creature can be selfish

I doubt anyone like the idea of sharing, especially if it's a significant other...

"Are you okay with it, though?"

"Because in my perspective, that's kind of wrong"

"Even I won't tolerate that I will share you with someone else, since I'm very selfish and obsessive"

"So you want me to look at the sidelines while you're having a moment with Marisa?"

"Of course not! I will hurt you deeply, and I can't forgive myself for that!"

I can't think very clearly this time, I'm so confused...

I mean accepting the Harem route is probably the easiest way out but my logical or modern standards way of thinking doesn't agree with that

"I could see you are struggling, Young lady... But this time follow want you to want and not use logic at all".

What is the outcome that I want?

I wanted to have a free and stress-free life here and have the person that I love staying with me

......

I look at her eyes and see the reflection of my current self and I smiled

"I'm an idiot..."

"I am Ibaraki-Douji, and I'm here to live an unrestrained life!"

"Very well, young lady, I shall accompany you towards your unrestrained life"

"Call me by my name"

She became stunned for a few seconds, but she quickly gathered her senses

"Ibaraki"

While she let out an enchanting beautiful smile

"that's cheating..."

"What is it?"

"You read the lore of us?"

"Yes... If I remember-"

She smiled once again but this time she is thinking insidious, but I will break her fantasy since we need to talk about our future

"let us think about the future first... Especially where are you going to stay".

"Don't worry about it, young—Ibaraki"

"But don't you think there are more pressing matters at the moment?"

"What is it?"

She opens her arms and I already knew what is going to happen

I dive into her arms and destroyed all the restraints that I make to keep my emotions in check as I let my tears flow down

"I'm scared, I'm very scared... Waking up in a dark room, trying my best to not have a panic attack".

"Waking up to realize I'm in another world... I tried my best to not bother me and let it play out".

"I've tried my best to not be swallowed up by loneliness..."

"I tried my best to reach out to people..."