Anidita : With you always

CHAPTER 29

Anirudh knew that bondita will have lots of question about this and he was ready to answer all of them. Having this conversation with her was very important as if he delays this topic any more bondita might repeat the same thing again. He has to inform her what attraction, infatuation was and how to not loose yourself in it. She is a teenager, having these feelings for someone is common thing, in her case it was he whom she was attracted to. He has to make her understand and answer all of her questions patiently. Also he made a mental note to have this conversation with batuk as well because he was of the same age and might do something like bondita only if not taught about it.

"Bondita tumhe yaad hai maine tumhe batya tha ik baar ki bal vivah galat hai, ik abhishap hai voh issi wajha se. Chotti chotti ladkio ka vivah kar dete hai tab jab unmei samaj hi nhi hoti. Jis umar mei bacho ko khelna chahiye, padhna chahiye uss umar mei unhe ghar ke kamo mei dal diya jata hai, parivarik jeewan ke liye kaha jata hai. Unhe toh pata bhi nhi hota unke saath kya ho rha hai bas unhe khe diya jata hai ki jaisa jaisa tumhare pati bole tum vhi karna. Aur unn ke pati yeh na dekhte hue ki voh kitni chotti hai bas tut padhte hai unpar." Anirudh took a deep breath, his eyes were filled with tears.

"Bondita jab uss thakur ne tumhe chua tha, tumhare maan mei daar baith gya tha na. Kyuki ik toh uska chuna galat tha aur dusra tumhe pata nhi tha ki voh tumhare saath kya karne wala hai."

"Voh thakur... voh uss din.. voh mere saath yeh sab.." bondita couldn't complete her sentence, tears threatining to fall from her eyes.

"Haan bondita. Uss din uske irade aache nhi thee. Uss din jaisa tumhe laga, ussi tarha unn ladkioke saath jab unke pati zabardasti karte hai, unki marzi na janete hue unn par zor chalate hau, unhe nhi pata hota ki voh kya karne wale hai par tab bhi apni pati  ki baat maan kar chup rheti hai, tab bondita voh sab ik bhout bada ghav chod jate hai unke dil, dimag aur shareer par. Shareer ke ghav toh theek ho jate hai par joh maan mei dar baith jata hai na voh dur nhi hota fir."

Bondita felt so bad for those who have to go through this. She was lucky to have anirudh but what about others. Also realization dawned upon her, she was asking all this from her patibabu. The time she was asking for the special pyaar she didn't knew what it meant but now it was embarrassing and she felt so stupid. What all anirudh must have to go through when she asked him for special love. 

"Patibabu mujhe maaf kar dijiye. maine na jante hue aapse voh manga joh mujhe shyad nhi mangna chaiye tha. Aapko meri wajha se kafi kuch shena padha hoga na. Maaf kar de mujhe."

"Bondita tumhe sabne bhelaya, isiliye yeh sab hua. Par aachi baat yeh hai ki tumhe sab samaj aa gya."

"Par patibabu unhone kaha ki yeh sab pati patni mei hota hai. Aap aur mei bhi toh pati patni hai, toh hum mei yeh kyu nhi hota."

Her question stunned anirudh but he was somewhere expecting it. He has to do some thing now for her to understand. Bondita didn't knew about their marriage truth and anirudh couldn't tell her that he cannot see her as a husband sees his wife.

"Toh tum chahti ho ki hum bhi baki pati patnio ki tarha rhe?" 

"Ji.. ji haan"

"Toh agar mei tumhare pass aau tumhe chu toh tumhe koi diquat nhi?" Anirudh said all this while coming close to her. Bondita's heartbeat increased. Something was wrong. She knew that it was her patibabu only but still it didn't felt right. She only told him that she is ok but she was not. She saw anirudh just standing infront of her, very less gap between their bodies. He moved his face closer to her and she just shut her eyes. She raised her hands to push him only for her hands to hit the sir infront. She opened her eyes and saw anirudh standing at his old position with a small smile on his face.

"Dekha bondita tumne kaha tumhe koi diquat nhi par asal mei tum taiyar nhi inn sab ke liye. Tumhe mera yu pass aana aacha nhi laga aur isiliye tumhe mujhe dhaka marne ki koshish ki aur ussi koshish ke liye I am proud of you bondita. Aur rhi baat humare baki pati patnio jaise rhene ki toh bondita  aine tumhe abhi batya ki tum abhi apni padhai pe dhyan doh."

Bondita felt so blessed that anirudh was her husband, if it would have been someone else he would have definitely tried to force himself on her when she would have pushed but her patibabu made her understand how much important her consent was. She has to be ready physically and mentally for this.

"Toh bondita ab yeh pyaar ka kissa yhi khatam karte hai. Theek hai?" anirudh said while getting up from bed.

"Par patibabu pyaar toh hai mujhe aapse."

"Bondita maine abhi tumhe samajhya na ki.."

"Ji aapne batya ki pyaar kya hota hai. Par patibabu jab hum gao mei thee tab mujhe aapse pyaar hua, mera maan karta tha ki bas aapko dekhti rahu. Tabhi toh maine aapka aur mera naam bhi jodh kar likha."

Anirudh again sat on bed and looked at her. "Bondita voh pyaar nhi bas aakarshan tha. Tumhe unn gao ki aurto ne kuch bola aur tumne maan liya, tum bas aakarshit thi mujhse."

"Par.."

"Bondita pyaar ko samajne ki aur pyaar karne ki umar nhi hai tumhari. Jab badi ho jaogi na tab jee bhar kar pyaar karna. Tab agar tumhe kisi se pyaar hua toh batana mujhe, mei tumhari madad karunga tab."

"Aur agar mujhe aapse hi pyaar hua toh?"

"Tab mujhe hi batana, kahi tumne apne kakasasurji se kaha toh mushkil ho jaegi" both of them laughed.

"Anirudh boudi neeche aa jao khana ready hai." Randhir said while standing on the door.

"Ji veerji chaliye. Aaiye patibabu, mei ja rhi hu seerat didi ki madad karne aap dono bhi aa jana."

Bondita left and anirudh was about to go when randhir got hold on his hand.

"Khana khane ke baad chatt par aana, kuch zaroori baat karni hai tumse."

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