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94. Ray Toro

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Danger Days Ray!

I sat in the bus with my laptop open on my lap.
I was writing and Mikey was watching Tv next to me.
"Can you turn it down man?" I asked, annoyed by the loud noises. "I'm trying to write"
"Go write some place else or put your headphones on" he answered, visibly very tired.
I sighed and went to my bunk. "Fine"
Ray was in his bunk and Frank was out in town with Gerard.

I continued writing but not song ideas or important notes, fanfic, I was writing a fanfic.
"Why?" Because I want to.
"About who?" ...
I just want him so bad but I can't have him and it breaks my heart.
Being around him for months in this bus and playing shows together let's me see every damn part of his personality.

I finished the chapter I was writing and published it.
Then I got a notification.

"Guitar_.king. voted for chapter 17"

I started on a new chapter right away, creating the story I wanted to have but never could.
I sighed, lying down for a moment.
I thought about Ray, the way he smiled at me, his eyes, his hands, his hair and his lips.
Him.

I could feel the tears escaping my eyes as I continued writing.
I poured my emotions out and into the chapter before publishing that as well.
I heard Frank and Gerard giggling as they got inside the bus.
"And then he died, a slow and agonizing death!" Gerard said.
I popped my head out from my bunk and looked at him in confusion.
Frank slumped onto his knees, clutching his chest dramatically.
He let out choking and gagging noises before falling face first onto the floor.
Gerard started laughing and helped Frank up.
The 2 of them were laughing their lungs out.
I sighed and went back to my bunk.

I got back on Wattpad and went to notifications.

Guitar_.king.: are you okay?

No

Guitar_.king.: what's wrong?

I'm in love with this guy but I think he sees me as a friend

Guitar_.king.: same, I think he likes someone else and it hurts

I know

I shut my laptop and leaned against the wall of my bunk.
"MIKEY! TURN THE TV OFF AND GO TO BED!" Ray yelled, his voice sounding a little off. "FRANK! GERARD! BOTH OF YOU SHUT UP!!"
I've never heard him yell like that and it got me a little worried.
"Ray?" I asked, sliding out of my bunk and walking over to his.
"Go away" he mumbled. "I'm reading"
"Are you okay?"
"I'm fine, just leave me alone and go to bed"
I gave up and went back to my bunk.

I woke up the next morning and got myself some coffee.
I happened to see Ray's laptop on the table, open and unlocked.
I went to see what my man is up to and stumbled upon a surprise.
Wattpad and MY fanfic open.

I stared at the screen in disbelief as I heard footsteps outside the bus.
I scrambled up and leaned against the counter, sipping my coffee like nothing was going on.

Wait.
He reads fanfic about us, together, in love.
What if I..?

I waited for Ray to come inside and sit down.
He continued reading and I took in a deep breath.
"His eyes shimmering like stars in the night sky and his smile as bright as the sun. The happiness he makes me feel. The way he can take away all my sadness with just one hug. The sound of his voice makes me think of the most beautiful songs I've heard. He's my best friend though I wish we had something deeper" I quoted the words I had written. "I wish he'd love me"
Ray's eyes shot to mine and I didn't even pay attention to the tears that were now running down my face.
"You rea-" he started.
"I wrote it" I said.
His face turned bright pink and he looked at the screen.
"All this time, I've been reading a love letter?" he whispered, reading the words on the screen.
"Yeah" I whispered, taking his hand.

Ray pulled me into a kiss, taking me gently onto his lap.
I pulled away and hugged him, pressing my face against his shoulder.
He stroked my hair and kissed my cheek.
"I love you too" he whispered.