MCR x Male reader oneshots

96. Gerard Way

All mine

Stalker/serial killer Gerard!
Mental health topics! (Attempted suicide, self harm)
Fluff!

"You know that I hate this place!" I snapped.
"You always complain about it and it's just getting annoying!" My dad yelled.
"You'd be happy if I killed myself, wouldn't you?" My eyes darkened.
"Yeah but you're too scared to even try"

My heart sank as I heard his words.
My father is an asshole but I never expected him to say that to me.

I went into my room and locked the door.
"I'll prove you wrong, father" I said, tying the rope to my ceiling. "I'll prove you wrong"
I put the noose around my neck and got ready to kick the chair from under me.
Then I felt the rope fall.

I looked up to see a knife sticking out of the ceiling.
I looked around and saw a man leaning on my windowsill.
"Come here" he said.
His eyes were covered by his long black hair.
I got onto my bed, which was next to the window.
"Why are you here?" I asked. "Who are you?"
"Your secret admirer" he flashed me a smile.
I blushed slightly and looked down.
"I know you wanna leave this place" he said, brushing his hand against mine. "And I can help you, Y/N"
"I- h-how do you know m-my name?"
"I just told you, I'm your secret admirer"
The man shifted slightly and I could see his face now.

He's beautiful.

I stared into his eyes and he smiled.
"My name is Gerard Way"
I heard footsteps coming towards my room.
"Y/N? Y/N!?" My dad yelled.
I felt the tears in my eyes but also the anger in my heart.
Gerard looked at me and frowned. "Who is that?"
"My bastard of a father who wants me to die" I said.

The door broke down and my dad rushed in.
"Y/N! You idiot, what did y-" his words were interrupted by a knife cutting his throat.
Gerard hopped in through the window and scoffed, glaring down at my father struggling on the floor.

He pulled out another knife and stabbed my dad in the chest.
"You hurt Y/N" Gerard said, his voice sounding off. "My Y/N"
He twisted the knife and my dad cried out in pain.
The blood was flooding the floor.
I looked away and covered my ears.

I felt someone grab my hands softly and remove them from my ears.
"We need to get out of here darling" Gerard whispered.
I shivered at the sound of his voice.
"I'm gonna keep you safe, my love"
I blushed and he intertwined our fingers.
"My Y/N" his voice was smooth and soft.
I felt him put a rag over my nose and mouth.
My eyelids got heavy and my body got weak before I passed out.

I woke up in a soft big bed.
I looked around and saw Gerard sitting on a chair next to the bed.
"Did you sleep well darling?" He asked.
"I-" I stuttered. "I'm n-not really sure"
The bed was made of beautiful brown wood and the sheets were dark red and soft.

Gerard was staring at me, observing me.
I could see his face better now.
His hazel eyes were scanning my body and the corners of his mouth twitched.
He looked into my eyes and I could see him get lost.
"Y/N" he sighed. "My love"
The way he said my name made me feel something.
He took my hand and kissed it softly.

Gerard was constantly holding my hand, he was never letting go.
It was kind of adorable, him being totally in love with me.
I liked- no, I loved the way he talked to me, calling me 'his'.
Wanting me all for himself.

But my depression was still beating me down, making me feel like he didn't really care about me.
Making me feel the urges again.
Making me give in.

I got out of the bed and Gerard had his eyes glued to me.
"Where are you going?" He asked.
"I need to go to the bathroom" I mumbled, lying to him.
"Mhm" he got up and showed me where the bathroom was.
I opened the door and he let go of my hand.

I got the blade out of my pocket and pressed it against my arm.
I closed my eyes and sighed.
I slid the blade across my skin and whimpered quietly.

"Y/N?" Gerard asked, wiggling the doorknob. "Y/N, I know something is wrong. Let me in"
I dropped the blade in the sink and felt the blood drip down my arm, dark red falling against bright white.
"Y/N!"
I opened the door with shaking hands and Gerard gasped.
"Darling" he traced the cuts with his hand.
I looked down, tears sliding down my cheeks.

Gerard held my arm softly and kissed the cuts, the small droplets of blood staining his lips.
"My love, I'm always here if you need me" he whispered. "There's nothing you can't tell me"
He cleaned the cuts and bandaged them up.
He grabbed the blade, wrapped it up in toilet paper and threw it away.
"I'll get you some chocolate and then we can watch (your favorite movie)"
I smiled slightly and he kissed my forehead.

I went back to bed and Gerard came soon after with his laptop and some chocolate.
He got into bed next to me and smiled.
I felt his fingers run through my hair and I shivered.
"My Y/N" he whispered softly into my ear.
I felt his arms around me and I relaxed, giving in to the comforting warmth of his body.
"I want you all for myself, all mine, just for me"
I blushed as I felt him kiss my neck softly.
"Mine"

Do I love him back?
Yeah, I do.
But do I w-
I love him.

It felt so nice to be loved and wanted by someone.
I brushed and my hand against his and sighed.
"Gerard" I whispered softly.
"Yes my love?" He asked.
"I- Uhm-" I was struggling my words. "I-"
I took in a deep breath hand took his hand.
"I want to be yours"
He nuzzled my shoulder and smiled.
I melted against him and he kissed my cheek.
"I love you Y/N"
"I love you too"