Billy Hargrove Imagines

Scars

Description- After everything with the mind Flayer last year Billy was left with scars on either side of him that he is quite insecure
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It was Billy's first day back to working at the pool since the incident and his recovery process

Billy cry's at night because of the scars on the side of his body

It took a while for us the even have sex again because he didn't want me to see the scars, let alone other people

Everyone that would see him in places where he'd usually be shirtless like when he's working out he would either wear a shirt with cut off sleeves or just do it shirtless but ever since he's been able to lift heavy things he always does it with a full shirt on

"I don't wanna go." I sighed and rubbed his shoulders and kissed his cheek

"Remember I'm coming with I'll be there beside you the whole time." Billy turned his head and looked up at me

"Yeah but you don't have hideous scars on the side of your body." I let out a long shaky breath then sat down next to him "You should've just let me stand there and die."

"No, no, no don't fucking say that." I pointed my finger at him "You have absolutely no idea how much I love you and if I just stood there and didn't pull you away, I wouldn't be able to talk anymore. I'd rather you have those scars then be six feet under."

"Then why couldn't you've pulled me away sooner." I gave Billy a hug and he dug his face into my neck

"I'm so sorry, Billy. It's my fault you have those scars." Billy kissed my temple and then pulled back from me

"No its not. I don't know why I said that." I smiled and gave him a kiss before standing up and holding my hand out to him

"Are you ready to go?" He nodded and I helped him stand up before we walked out to the car

When we got there I saw an empty seat right next to the lifeguard stand

"Okay I'm gonna sit down. See you in a bit." He gave me a kiss then went in the men's locker room

After a while the door opened and I looked over and billy was walking out with a black shirt with the sleeves cut off on his body

I looked at him sadly. I wasn't mad, I wasn't disappointed, I understood how he was feeling and he knows that

When he got to the stand right next to me he said sorry and that he couldn't do it

I smiled and nodded I knew how he felt cause I feel that way about my stretch marks

I used to be a little on the bigger side and I had many stretch marks and I knew I had to lose weight before it got unhealthy. But even after getting that body I always dreamed of having the stretch marks stayed. And I'll always hate little me for letting it get to that point. No matter how many times Billy told me that me and my stretch marks are beautiful that pain of feeling ugly never went away. I guess it's different when it's on yourself rather than others

I looked up at Billy then around at all the other people I'm about to expose myself to

I took off the t shirt and threw it at Billy causing him to look down in confusion

When he saw me laying there under the sun with nothing but the red bikini he helped you pick out, he smiled

I stood up and walked to the front of the lifeguard stand and rested my head on Billy's thigh

"Your turn." He smiled and rolled his eyes playfully before taking off his shirt and throwing it at me

Everyone looked over and saw the scars a few people whispering and a few people giggling

Billy begged me for his shirt back but I refused to give it to him

"Those scars show that your a hero. Don't let that hold you back, okay. And who the fuck cares what those assholes think. I don't and neither should you." Billy smiled and I sat down on the bench and tanned

When it was finally the end of Billy's shift he sat down next to me until I was done tanning

When I was done tanning me and Billy got a shower then we got on some real clothes and went home

"Now how do you feel after doing that?" Billy shrugged his shoulders

"I guess I feel better than before." I smiled and gave him a kiss full of passion

"See all it takes is a confidence boost." Billy wrapped his arm around my shoulder when walking in the house

"Well now I have to reward you for doing that." I hummed and billy put his hands on my waist and backed me up into the wall before we went upstairs and had some of the best sex of my life