Billy Hargrove Imagines

Girl dad pt4

Description- Billy misses the birth of your first born
(Takes place before the other three parts)
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I had just got done getting ready for one of my last doctors appointments before my due date and I had to go alone because Billy had to go to work

"Okay, Billy if you get a phone call from the hospital it's probably me so answer it okay." He nodded his head and smiled up at me

"Okay, I would go but you know how my boss is. I'll make sure to think of some names okay?" I smiled and gave him a kiss but instead of just letting me leave Billy carried my purse and stuff out to the car for me

"Bye, love you." I gave him a final kiss before leaving and going to the doctor

~time skip~

"Miss (Y/l/n), have you been feeling any pain or discomfort today?" I raised my eyebrows because I was a little confused

"Yeah I have but I just thought I was cramping up or something." I was starting to get nervous because I didn't understand what she was trying to say

"I'm like a hundred percent sure you are having contractions. But just to be sure I'm gonna I'm gonna look down here, okay?" I nodded my head and I was starting to freak out

"Okay, you've been in labor all morning." I raised my eyebrows confused and hoping I heard her wrong

"But my water hasn't even broken." She nodded her head and took off her gloves

"Yeah, it may not break at all. Do you need to call anyone? Boyfriend? Husband? Mom?" I nodded my head and prayed that Billy would be available to answer his phone

"Boyfriend." She smiled and nodded then showed me where the phone is

"The phone is right there. You can call him while I go get you a delivery room." She walked out of the room and I started to call Billy's work

"Hello?"I stood there confused because Billy's boss answered the phone

"Hi, this is Billy's girlfriend. Can I talk to him it's kind of important?" We sat there for a second in silence before he started talking again

"Billy doesn't have work today. Never on Thursdays. I do know that him and some of the other guys here go to the bar on Thursday do you want the address or number?" I was so pissed off that he's been lying to me just so he can go to the bar

"No, it's fine can you call the bar and just tell him to get to the hospital?" I started to get pain in my abdomen and it hurt like hell

"Yeah, I'll tell him, bye." I hung up the phone but then I decided to call my mom

"Hey, mom can you come to the hospital. I know I said I just wanted it to be me and Billy but he can't make it." I didn't want to make my mom upset about it as well so I just didn't tell her

~time skip~

It's the next day after I had the baby and Billy still hasn't showed up yet so I had to tell my mom cause she'd suspect something

Saying my mom is pissed is an understatement. She wants me to break up with Billy and not let him near her which I don't think I'll do all that but I don't know if I should stay with him after he lied to me and got drunk at the bar knowing I could've gone into labor any minute

There was a knock on the door and the nurse walked in with Billy

"Mom, can you go for a minute I need to talk to Billy." She nodded her head before she walked out

"Have a good time at 'work'?" Billy opened his mouth and I shook my head at him

"No, I don't wanna hear it. You lied to me, you went to a bar when I thought you was at work, and apparently it's not the first time either because you never work on Thursdays but you do leave for work every Thursday, oh and you missed the birth of my daughter, seven pounds four ounces just so you know, bye." I grabbed his hand and started walking him towards the door

"Wait, what do you mean your daughter she's our daughter? Also I don't want to leave I want to see her, and you. I know I messed up big time, I'm sorry." I shook my head and opened the door

"No, your sorry you got caught lying. Your not sorry that you did lie or that you missed her birth over a bottle of Jack Daniels. If you would've told me where you we're going it wouldn't be a big deal but you lied." I pushed him out of the room and closed the door

As soon as I turned around I started crying because I didn't want to do that but I know I had to

I walked over to my baby who I've yet to name and I looked down at her and how beautiful she is

I picked up the book of baby names and read through it

"Shelby, I love that, Shelby." I picked her up and looked down at her

"You look like a Shelby." I couldn't stop looking down at my beautiful baby while smiling

~time skip~

I was rocking Shelby and she wouldn't stop crying and I was on the verge of going insane

I heard a knock at the door so I sat Shelby down on the couch and walked up to the door

"Billy, I have nothing to say to you." I went to close the door but he placed his hand on the door and stopped me from closing it

"I know your mad at me but please just listen." I crossed my arms and rolled my eyes at him

"Billy, you lied to me, you chose the bar over the doctors with me, you missed the birth of your child because you went to get drunk so I don't want to listen to what you have to say." I went to close the door again but he stopped me again

"I wasn't doing what you think I was doing. You think I was there to get drunk but all of my co workers I went with are dads. I never told you because on I was embarrassed and two I thought you'd think it's dumb but they were helping me about being a dad. I was nervous about her being born and if I was gonna be a crappy dad like mine so I had a breakdown at work and then they all started taking me out and helping me by answering questions and telling me stories of how they would mess up but it turned out fine. That's when I had to lie about my schedule changing and I needed to work on Thursdays I asked my boss why he had waited to call me and he was calling the wrong bar. If he would've gotten to me sooner I would've been there the second I heard. I got drunk this time though but that was where you were getting close to your due date I was nervous, I'm sorry." I looked back at a still crying Shelby then I looked back at Billy

"I believe you, I don't know if I actually believe you or if I'm just desperate for help with the baby but I will admit it wasn't like you what I thought but what you just told me is like you. I'm sorry I didn't listen to you." I gave him a hug and but it was quickly interrupted by Shelby crying even louder

"Wanna meet your daughter?" Billy nodded his head and walked into the house that is now a chaotic mess due to the new baby

"Her name is Shelby." Billy smiled and I placed Shelby in his arms and she immediately got quiet

"Wow I guess she's a daddy's girl." I took the chance to start cleaning the house because where I've constantly had to be watching her and trying to get her to sleep theres been dirty diapers and baby blankets everywhere

When I got done I sat by Billy and he couldn't take his eyes off of her

"Here." Billy handed me an envelope and I opened it and it had money in it

"What's this?" Billy looked up from Shelby and over at me

"My cigarette money and beer money. I want to start saving money for Shelby you know like a college fund. I figured I'd put the money to better usage then stuff that ruins my lungs and liver." I smiled at Billy before giving him a hug but I made sure to be careful of Shelby

"Billy, stop worrying about being a good dad, you are a good dad." Billy smiled at me and I gave him a kiss on the lips for the first time in three weeks