Billy Hargrove Imagines

Failure

Description- You and Billy try and try for a baby
Warning- miscarriage
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The journey to this moment had been a winding road, filled with hope, disappointment, and a deepening bond between me and Billy. From the early days of excitement and anticipation to the heartache of negative tests and dashed hopes, we had weathered it all together, finding solace and strength in each other's love

As I laid in bed with my heart filled with disappointment and sadness, I felt Billy sit down on the bed and grabbed my hand

"Hey, I know you're disappointed but I don't know I can feel it, next month is our month, it's gonna happen, I just have a feeling." I turned towards him and looked at him with tears In my eyes

"I used to have that feeling, but after spending nearly a thousand dollars on failed pregnancy tests over the past three years, and so many failed attempts to get pregnant that feeling has drifted away from me." Billy looked at me as if he was gonna cry but he just hugged me

"I'm so, so sorry." Billy held me tightly in his arms and I couldn't help but cry my eyes out

"No, Billy, it's not your fault don't apologize." I pulled back from him and wiped away the tears I saw that had fallen down his cheeks

"I know, it's just I know you're hurting and I feel bad." I smiled and gave him a little kiss on the lips, then I gave him a quick hug

"Hey, maybe you're right, the month is almost over, we'll try next month and if you're right then we'll be parents soon. Now, do you wanna go to sleep?" Billy nodded, then we both laid down and went to sleep

~time skip~

I closed the bathroom door and walked around the house to find Billy and when I did he was in the living room waiting for me

"So?" I sat down beside him and laid my head down on his shoulder my heart pumping with anxiety and excitement because if Billy's right this test might just be the first positive test we've seen

"It hasn't said yet, Billy I'm terrified that this will be just another wasted attempt, I'm terrified every attempt will be a wasted attempt." Billy smiled and gave me a kiss on the side of my head, which caused a lot of worry to leave my body

"Sweetheart, don't worry, it'll all work out, okay." I smiled then looked down at the test and gasped when I saw it. It felt like a dream but there it was - a faint, yet undeniable second line

"Oh my! Billy do you see that?!" He nodded and tears of joy streamed down my face as I turned to Billy, who was watching me with hopeful eyes

"We did it," Billy whispered, the weight of years of longing and uncertainty lifting off our shoulders

~time skip~

Almost five months have passed, and as my belly grew round with new life, Billy was there every step of the way. His hand always found its way to my bump

I was hungry so today I decided to start making dinner a little earlier than I usually do but while I was cutting up vegetables I got a sharp pain in my lower abdomen and it was so bad I had to sit down

I saw movement out of the corner of my eye and when I looked over I saw Billy grabbing his keys about to go out somewhere

"Billy." He looked over and worry immediately covered his face as soon as he saw me sitting on the floor, holding my stomach, and crying

"What happened?! Are you okay?! Is the baby okay?!" I shrugged and Billy immediately picked me up and took me outside to the car

"Where are we going?" Billy backed out of the driveway and started driving down the road