Billy Hargrove Imagines

Flirting

Description- You and Billy have been together for a while and you still get insecure of your body image
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My whole life it felt like I just couldn't lose weight. All my friends could eat 10 times as much as me, but they still stayed skinny as ever, though if I was on a diet, ate healthy, and worked out, I'd gain weight, and Billy didn't help either

Yes, he was a good partner and every time I got insecure he would comfort me, yes Billy had weight on him, but it was all muscle. And I couldn't help but think, yes Billy tells me I'm beautiful, and he loves me how I am, but I can't help but wonder if he'd be happier with someone skinny, could he be able to pick up his  partner without them having a break down wondering if it's too much for the other? Would he be able to go on a date and not have to talk his date into eating because they're worried about looking like a fat pig?

Ever since, me and Billy moved in together, I've gone to the gym with him and he's helped me with working out but still nothing has happened

Billy had been getting ready for the gym for about ten minutes now but I still haven't even gotten up from the bed

"Sweetheart? Are you coming with me to the gym today?" I turned over on my back and looked over at Billy who was standing in front of the master bathroom door so I could see the outline of his body from the light

"No, there's no point." Billy walked over to the bed and sat down next to me and placed his hand on my cheek

"What do you mean by that?" Billy looked down at me with concern and I'll give him that, I may feel the opposite of what he says but I can't lie and say that when I look into his eyes I don't see deep concern, and love for me

"Billy, we've been living together for months, I got to the gym with you every time you go, and nothing has changed, so I'd rather stay at home and get extra sleep then go to the gym and work my ass off for nothing." Billy nodded then laid down beside me and cuddled me

"If your not going then I'm not going." I rolled my eyes and got up off the bed because I know that Billy loves going to the gym so I'm not gonna stop him

"You are the pain in my ass you know that, right?" Billy smiled and watched as I got on workout clothes and put my hair up

~time skip~

I don't know how I get talked into everything but right now I'm walking on the treadmill while I'm watching Billy lifting weights

I looked around and noticed a bunch of fit people that are usually there but something about today made me feel almost sick looking at them, it's like they do it as a hobby more of to be fit and healthy

When I took my attention off of strangers and back onto Billy I nearly fell off the treadmill because I saw him talking to some skinny, perfect body, full face of makeup woman and I immediately felt jealous

I thought watching other people make me sick, but watching them laugh, her touch his arm and complimenting his muscles, it made me feel like I had the black plague

I honestly don't know if it was just me and my jealousy or if I actually witnessed it but I could swear there was a couple times that I saw his eyes lingering down to her body

I got off the treadmill and grabbed my water bottle then walked over to Billy and he didn't even notice me

"Billy, who's your friend?" Billy turned to me and smiled then hugged me

"Oh her? This is Cristina, I just met her, we were talking about how much we lift. Cristina, this is my fiancée." She smiled, and shook my hand

"Hi, Billy is a lucky guy to have you as a fiancée, but you might just be a little luckier with him as a fiancé." She waved then walked away from us and Billy went to wrap his arms around me but I didn't let him

"Billy, I'm tired, can we go home?" He looked at me with concern, then nodded his head before he got our gym bags and we left

As soon as we got into the car, he turned to me and scanned my face with concern on his

"What's wrong? Why'd you want to leave early? I know you're not tired." He moved any stands of hair from my face but I just turned away from him and looked out the window

"Nothings wrong, let's just go home." Billy took the keys out of the Ignition so I turned towards him

"Tell me what happened, or I'm going back in there and I'm taking the keys with me." I groaned and leaned my head back against the head rest

"Fine, that girl you were talking to, she was pretty, and skinny, and you looked at her like she's a bag of treats and you're a starving dog, she touched your arms, be honest with me, did you find her to be attractive? Do you think I'm fat and ugly? Cause I don't want to marry someone who doesn't find me attractive." Billy put his hand on mine and I looked over at him sadly

"No, I didn't find her attractive, I only have love for you, I only have eyes for you. She touched my arm because we were talking about how much we lift, and well she was just feeling my muscles, and we were talking about you at times. I won't lie she did ask me if I was single and I said no, I'm engaged, and we talked about you and how much I love you." I smiled and laid my head on Billy's shoulder then we went home

Me and Billy got a shower together due the the fact we didn't at the gym then we laid in bed and talked for a while

"We're you lying when you said you still find me attractive?" Billy immediately turned his head towards me and looked at me with genuine concern

"Hey, what did I tell you? You're the most beautiful woman I know, inside and out. I love every part of you, no matter what." His words were like a balm to my insecurities, and tears welled up in my eyes. I wrapped my arms around him, feeling grateful for his unwavering love and support

From that day on, whenever I felt insecure, Billy was there to remind me of my beauty and strength. He made me feel loved and cherished, just the way I am.