What was I gonna do? I wanted to go with Lewis because not only had I already said yes, but it's because I wanted too go with him more than going with Carlos. Yes I want to get too know Carlos but it just doesn't feel right to me just yet.
I hate hurting people's feelings but I have to tell Carlos I can't because I have plans, I just won't tell him with who and if he asks I'll say I've got work to do or I'll be with Sydney. I decided to text Carlos instead of calling because I wouldn't be able to face it. After messaging Carlos I turned my phone off and was now excited for Tuesday to see what Lewis had in store. I decided I'd go to Sydney and see if we could explore the city and catch up from the weekend.
Me and Sydney went out and explored Bahrain and had the best time we decided to catch up over lunch and went to a café and ordered food I posted some instagram photos of the day.
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Y/NY/L/N : girls day out in Bahrain 🇧🇭
Comments turned offI told Sydney about Lewis and Carlos asking me to go out with them separately on the 4th and told her how I picked Lewis as technically he asked first and I actually said yes. Plus Lewis was the one I wanted to see. Luckily Sydney believed I picked the correct one. I then brought up how if Carlos were to ask her say we were going out to the cinema or something. Of course Sydney said yes we always did something for each other when someone needed it.
I then had to bring up my panic attack and how Lewis was there for me. She told that she was proud of me and that these panic attacks don't define me. I was so lucky to have so many great people in my life. My panic attacks first started back in 2018 when I was in an abusive relationship and I've never dated anyone since but I'm starting to come out of that and I'm ready to start looking for someone again.
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Random"𝓨𝓸𝓾 𝓼𝓪𝓿𝓮𝓭 𝓶𝓮, 𝓘 𝓭𝓸𝓷𝓽 𝓴𝓷𝓸𝔀 𝔀𝓱𝓮𝓻𝓮 𝓘'𝓭 𝓫𝓮 𝔀𝓲𝓽𝓱𝓸𝓾𝓽 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓨/𝓝" ---------------------------- 30yr old Y/N Y/L/N first met Lewis Hamilton at the Bahrain race weekend. It was her first time actually in Bahrain and sh...