Natasha romanoff x daughter wanda oneshots

Order and obey

wanda is 16

in this she's been through the red room not hydra, I didn't know what age to make wanda during her time in the red room so you can choose whatever you like

tw for tortue/abuse stuff like that (I used google translate for the russian)

Being free from the red room didn't necessarily mean both the mother and daughter were healed from the scars and trauma they were put through, they definitely gotten better but is still haunted them.

Dreykov had some sort of pleasure seeing Wanda be punished for Nat's mistakes and making the woman watch. Wanda's screams echoing which would make her be punished more. Nat thinks she will always be haunted at the sound of that.

She remembers when she was so tired of doing the same ballet move for hours, her feet were aching badly and she felt like she would collapse any second.

"Do not slack Natalia, you are made of marble" Madame B said with her cane in hand, it wouldn't be the first time Nat had felt the stuck of it.

She kept going and going until she couldn't handle anymore and fell on the floor. She felt the cane strike her back, managing to hold her whimper. Madame B grabbed her by her hair roughly, pulling her up onto her knees.

"You failed, you have no purpose in this world. You are nothing but a monster, a ruthless murderer, aren't you Natalia?" she said gripping the woman's hair tighter.

"Y-yes ma'am"

She felt a hard slap across her face before her hair being grabbed again, "you do not stutter, say it again"

"I have no purpose in this world"

She was thrown back to the floor and forced to continue.

She should've known they would do this, watching as they brought in Wanda who had an emotionless face but the redhead could see the fear in her eyes. She wanted to hold her and protect her from this horrible place.

"Kneel"

She did as she was told, no hesitation.

"Look up widow"

She looked up at Dreykov, waiting on his next order for her.

"Natalia here failed to do what she was told and so you will be punished for her actions" he said in his usual very stern voice.

"Yes sir"

He slapped her, "did I give you permission to speak"

She shook her head, looking back down. She could feel the hand print forming on her face.

"Strip moya osobennaya malen'kaya devochka" (my special little girl)

Nat felt like she could throw up at the name he uses for the girl. She doesn't know how long this has been going, watching the blood and bruises they were giving Wanda as they kept punishing her, she wanted to rip every single one of them apart.

But she couldn't so she had to sit here and watch as Wanda was punished because of her.

In the present day, Wanda was hanging out with Kate after many times of begging from Kate to watch some movie she found funny, Wanda agreed.

"Kate this is so boring" she said, leaning her head back and closing her eyes.

"It's not, you just have to pay attention idiot"

"Whatever"

Wanda secretly liked it by the end.

"Oh come on! It's not fair when you and Lena speak russian and I can't understand it" Kate said, pouting.

Wanda laughed, "fine I'll teach you some words"

"Fuck yeah!"

It wasn't a good idea.

Wanda was teaching her some basic words when Kate remembered a movie she watched recently and that there was a scene with russians talking.

"Oh I can remember one of the words they said I think it was uh podchinyat'sya" (obey)

She completely messed up the pronunciation for it but it still made Wanda go emotionless in a second.

Obey Dreykov, always obey.

At that moment, she didn't recognize who Kate was and launched at her. Luckily Nat was close by and heard Kate's voice telling her to stop.

"Wanda what- hey stop!"

She ran to them, pulling Wanda off of Kate and when she looked at her daughter's eyes, she knew what was going on with her. She swallowed the lump forming in her throat at what she has to do to make Wanda snap out of this, it was never easy.

"Vstan' na koleni, eto prikaz widow" she said sternly. (kneel now, that's an order widow)

As she always did in the red room, she did so without hesitation.

"Idi v svoyu komnatu, nakazaniye budet pozzhe. Ponyal?" Nat said, she hated seeing this, how easily Wanda obeys to her. (go to your room, punishment will be later. Understood?)

The girl nodded, stood up when the redhead said and did as she was told.

Nat never actually would punish her but it was one of the things she had to say for Wanda to come back from it. She would just make Wanda stay in time out and that's it. Kate watched the whole thing in shock, she had no idea what happened and was completely stunned.

"Is she okay?"

Nat sighed, "she will be, she was just stuck in her flashbacks from the red room"

"Oh"

After making sure Kate wasn't hurt in any way and was okay, she made her way to Wanda's room.

She wanted this to be over and done with.

"Your punishment, face the wall until I get you" she said it in english, this is where she always did, it's one of the patterns that would get Wanda out of the flashback.

Nat only did it for a few minutes before grabbing Wanda's hands softly and pulling them to go and sit on the bed with her.

"Wanda, dorogoy it's mama can you hear me?"

Wanda's eyes darted around the room, letting out a whimper when she met her mom's eyes.

"It's okay baby you're safe, you just had a flashback detka. We're out of there" she said softly.

"Mama"

"Yes baby it's mama you're okay"

Wanda shoved herself into Nat as she sobbed, gripping her shirt as if her life depended on it.

"I hurt K-kate I didn't mean to" she sobbed, "I don't want punishments p-please"

"No sweet girl, no punishments anymore we're out. Kate is okay and it wasn't your fault, never punishments again" she said, feeling her eyes well up.

After a while, Wanda's sobs died down. Still in the woman's arms, taking in Nat's scent and the feeling of her protective but yet gentle arms around her.

"Will I ever be okay?" she whispered.

Nat let some tears silently roll down her cheeks, "you will, it's not easy and some days it's harder than others but you will. We both will" she whispered back.

"Do you ever get scared mama?" she asked as they continued to talk in whispers.

"Always"

She sometimes still panics if she does a mistake, afraid she will get Wanda punished for it again.

They held onto each other tighter, no one could understand what they would be feeling except them.

i wrote this all at 4am i should try sleeping sometime