Keep in mind that we Are still in august my friends. 31 days seemed like forever back then, "when will this month end" I thought to myself. In chemistry we had a project due, we had to make a mole from fabric and other arts and crafts things. Now I wasn't the best sewer but I wasnt bad either, I asked symone if she could help me sew this thing together after school she said yes and I thanked her. So after school me and her walk to my second period and we sit in the back and begin to sew, we started to talk about our feelings and how we felt those few days we didn't talk to each other. She said that she told her boyfriend about how I threw the chips at her and how he hates now and wants to fight me and all that. Then the weirdest thing happened as I'm apologizing to symone I'm telling her all this stuff about how She's my bestfriend and then we hugg and it was like that kinda like that hugg a boyfriend gives his girlfriend after they get done arguing. As I'm pulling back I look her in her eyes and the desperate look now looks like a thank you look, then I lean in and kiss her forehead. And instead of her yelling and cussing she laughs and says "why did you do that" I sat there with a puzzled look on my face "what the hell did I just do" I didn't answer her. She didn't seem mad about she didn't even seem disgusted, its kinda like She's been waiting for that to happen it was awkward for the next couple minutes. Then I tell her that I apologize for that, she said why did you apologize its ok. I smiled a little bit and continued to sew my mole, later that night I received a text from my girlfriend telling me that she wanted to break up, I was more shocked than hurt I askes her why she claims that I was too lovey dovey and all I wanted to do was kiss and stuff. I didnt even argue with her I just said ok then and I went to sleep. That following morning I went down to my basement where I kept two rolled blunts. Now I wasn't smoking because my girl broke up with me naw never that, I was smoking more so because I liked the sensation that I felt when I got high, it helped me get through my problems. It was a gateway it helped forget my past and for some reason when I'm high I past all my test, so I smoke the blunts and I get high within the next 10 minutes and it was a nice feeling. I went to school high and the first person to notice was symone, I told her about the whole me being single and I don't know if it was just me but it seemed like symone was happy like she cracked a smile, but didn't wanna show it. A few weeks go by and me and symone we are now back on good terms I was single and she seemed to be fond of it, everybody was happy and all of our problems seemed to have vanished, that is until she told me the truth about her past and present
