Shadows come with the pain that you're running from (Niall)
Love was something you've never heard enough (Y/N)
Niall: His POV
Y/N.
As I sat in the dark, cradling my 4th bottle of whiskey, all I could think of...
Was Y/N.
Sweet, sweet Y/N.
She hadn't deserved this, none of it.
Not the beatings, Not the way I treated her, Not the cheating.
Absolutely NONE OF IT!
But... You wanna know the worst thing...
She didn't deserve me... No girl did.
I was a monster.
And I'd finally cracked...
"Y/N." I whimpered breaking down.
"I'm sorry I ever laid a finger on you." I cried out remorsefully. "I'm sorry I never treated you like the beautiful independent woman you are! I'm sorry I never showed or told you I love you!!" I choked out in-between sniffs and outbursts of tears. "I'm sorry I ever hurt you like I did. I'm just a fucked up, petty little man-whore who wasn't worthy of your love."
"I'm sorry I ever met you." I sighed sadly, crying into the half-full bottle and wallowing in my own pity.
...
*sirens*
...
Why could I hear sirens when I was out in the countryside?
Unless...
They were here for me?!
I sighed in exasperation.
Here they were to finally get me...
'The shadows of my past...'
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Yeah soo, this was shit AF but the shadows of his past are the police cause he used to beat Y/N's ass :/
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