"Oh shit, what?" Mike asked.
My head was spinning, I could barely speak.
"Oh I just forgot I had homework for tomorrow" I choked out.
"Since when did you care about homework?" Mike asked.
"It's just a really big part of my grade" I told him, lying straight to his face.
"I guess I'll go then, I'm pretty sure Vic said he would give me another driving lesson tonight so" he said, giving me a kiss on the forehead.
I watched him leave my bedroom, I felt myself begin to properly panic.
"Oh shit oh shit oh shit" I kept muttering to myself.
I kept staring at my calendar, just trying to find a way out of this. But no matter how hard or long I looked, there was just no way. But I had to confirm it, maybe I was worrying over nothing.
I couldn't be...pregnant at sixteen.
The only way to be sure was to do a test, I pulled on a pair of shoes and headed for the front door.
"Where are you going?" Corey asked.
"Oh just to the shop, I really want some ice cream" I said, telling him the first excuse to come into my head.
"Oh can I come? I want some too" he asked, his eyes lighting up.
"Um no, I'll just get you some" I told him.
"Don't forget about me" Luke shouted from the kitchen.
I sighed, feeling like I was under interrogation. As I reached my car, I took a sigh of relief, but that was just the easiest part. I felt sick, my head pounding as I went around every curve. What if I really was? I couldn't take care of another person? And what would Mike think, would he get annoyed, would he get as far away from me as possible? And my Dad, I didn't even want to think about my Dad.
Why do you have to be such a screw up Holly?
Parking my car outside the store, my heart pounded. The cashier inside was middle aged, I knew she'd judge me instantly when she saw me buy this. But I had to know, I walked in, trying not to act suspicious. I headed straight for the shelf, grabbing three - just to be sure. I remembered I had to get ice cream as well, I lugged three cartons up to the till.
"That's 15:30, please" the woman said.
I handed her my money and took the bag, terrified of what came next.
~
I pulled up outside my house, I spotted Mike and Vic just leaving their house. I really couldn't be seen right now, I walked as quickly as I could back into my house - hoping they wouldn't notice - of course hoping gets you nowhere.
"Holly?" I heard Vic's voice, followed by Mike turning around.
"Hey guys" I said, plastering on a smile.
"I thought you had homework, why were you at the shop?" Mike asked, staring at my bag.
"I needed ice cream, how else am I supposed to get through all this homework?" I replied.
I knew despite the fact I was trying to me as normal as I could, I was still coming across as completely suspicious. I felt my palms sweat, I just wanted this over and done with.
"Well I'd better go, see you two tomorrow" I smiled.
~
I delivered my brothers their ice cream and headed straight for the bathroom, locking myself in. I pulled out the first one, careful not to waste all my pee on that one. Once I was done, I left the stick in the sink and waited. I felt like I could easily just throw up everywhere.
My phone sounded to tell me the wait was over, I stood up, everything spinning and looked at the result. I was dead, dead meat. A blue tick looked back at me, I felt a tear trickle down my face. How could this have happened?
YOU ARE READING
I'd Rather Die Than Be in Love
FanfictionHolly moves to San Diego after her Dad loses his job, unexpectedly she finds everything she didn't realize she was missing with the boy who lived down the street. But what's the pros and cons of meeting someone who knows you better than yourself?