Chapter 34

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Stacie's POV

"Stacie"

"Liv," hinarap ko siya "Please go away" malumnay kong saad sa kanya. I can't think properly when she's around me.

"I can't, I can't leave you alone."

"What if someone sees us?"

"Mom went with Kierra and Mandy. Sa dami nang bibilhin nila, they might be gone for like an hour."

"We still shouldn't be doing this, you shouldn't be touching me."

"Ayaw mo bang hawakan kita?"

"I want to Liv, every time you touch me I can't breathe, I can't think and I crave your touch since the moment I first met you. But I can't do this not here, not like this."

"I'm sorry if I'm giving you a hard time. But I can't and I won't stay away from you. Especially now on how you're looking at me."

"What do you mean? I didn't-" but I unconsciously look at her body, of how she looks right now, na sana hindi ko ginawa. I can see how sexy she is with her swinsuit. Parang kinain ko diin lahat nang sinabi ko kanina, alam na alam niya talaga na sobra rupok ko sa kanya. Pagkatingin ko sa mga mata, I can see how she wants me and I wont deny that I want her too. Pero kailangan kong magpigil, I just can't risk it.

"Liv, please stop."

"Okay, I'll back off." She said at dumistansiya. Nakita ko naman ang pagdaan nang lungkot at sakit sa mga mata niya, kaya nag iwas ako nang tingin. I'm hurting her again.

"I'm finding it difficult being so close to you, being reminded of all that's in between us."

"That all it could still be there if you would only give us a chance."

"Maybe I'm not the one for you Liv," mahina kong sambit

"Don't say that, why do you always push me away?"

"I'm just..just can't deal with this now. This is for the best, we have to stay away from each other."

"What's best for you? You always think of what's best for others. You're hurting yourself, Stacie. And you always end up hurting me. Do you love her?"

I was stunned and tried to think of what she said.

"Alam mo kung sino ang mahal ko Liv, but I won't deny that I care for her more than I thought I would." Hindi mahirap mahalin si Louise, mabait at makikita mo kung gaano niya kamahal ang pamilya niya, kung pano siya mag alala para sakin.

"Okay, I get it. Do you want me to stay away for good?"

Do I? I can't help but think. Pero hindi ko din maiwasan makaramdam nang kirot sa puso ko. kaya ko ba? Can I love Louise the way I love her?

"Liv-"

"Just one question, do you see yourself now as Kierra's wife?"

"I don't know, I like our partnership, the merger we have is doing well. I just can't back out now."

"You didn't answer my question. Maybe your right, you need some time alone." She said and went out of the pool.

I stayed for a little while longer. It's mentally exhausting, and after a few minutes, I decided to go back to my room. Her scent still lingers through me. I know that I hurt her again, but I couldn't handle her presence right now. I took my phone and dialled Stella's number. Since she's coming here.

"Ell?"

"Hey, how are you? How was the flight?"

"Fine, I may have had s*x with Liv in the plane's bathroom but-"

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