5sos Imagines

Ashton Imagine

(A/N- Okay this is an Ashton imagine and its pretty long but many people liked reading it so yeah. This story contains sexual abuse, abuse, mentally and physical and kidnapping, so if you come across any of that just skip through it or just don't read it all but besides that- please like and comment down your thoughts as you read it, thank you and enjoy..)

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"You're crazy okay!" Ashton bellows while cupping my face as my body is pressed against the wall.

"Ashton, I'm not crazy or insane! I know you've been cheating on me! It's not a secret anymore!" I yell back, grabbing my hair in fistfuls from frustration.

"Babe, listen-" he pleads

"No, fuck you Ashton! I can't believe you lied to me! I fucking trusted you! I fucking trusted- you!" I said hitting him on the chest with each word that came from my mouth. I didn't even know I was crying until Ashton wiped the tears from my face.

"Please believe me when I say this but I swear- I would never cheat on you-" he said with his hazel green eyes piercing into mine.

"I've heard it all before." I said harshly looking away from his eyes to the ground.

"(Y/n)" he says and I repeatedly shake my head as he stares at me with the same hurt expression on his face coming closer to me.

"You know what- I ca- I can't do this with you right now- not with all of-" he then interrupts me by wrapping his strong arms around my waist and pulling me closer to his face before giving me a tender kiss that was nothing but passionate and loving. But I couldn't get hurt again. Not like this.

"Ashton, I-"

"Don't say it (y/n) I don't want to hear it." He says coldly, glaring at the floor with his fist balled up against the wall that I was trapped in.

"You know what- just fucking forget it. If you can't see how much I actually care about you- then just leave."

"Ashton look-"

"No, fuck it. I'm done. You were going to break up with me anyways. So just leave." He says still looking at the ground.

"Ash-" I started

"I said leave!" He booms and I flinch walking away from him, leaving him in the same position with his eyes glossy.---I walked out of the hotel room and found my back sliding down against the smooth beige walls of the hotel as I then shook violently, bursting into tears. As the tears continued to run down my face, I felt like falling apart even though I already was but was too stupid to believe the truth of it.I let out a shaky sigh, then wiped my eyes and headed out of the five star hotel with puffy eyes along with more tears on the verge of spilling over again. I'm so stupid. I can't take this right now. I need to get away. I ran with my arm covering my face to take me anywhere but the hotel. He hates me. You aren't even worth his time. He never cared for you. Just like the others remember? My thoughts were going wild with assumptions but I just couldn't stop them. I went into the nearest pub and began downing drinks like there was no tomorrow. Why are you doing this? Ashton's voice echoed through my head again. No. I don't need this. I can't. Tears sprung down my cheeks again and it was way worse with the fact of being drunk. He would've came back for you if he truly care. So why do you even strive for the attention you don't deserve?