Realization

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Anirudh switched on and off the night lamp while thinking about whatever happened in bondita's house.

He don't want her to marry that bastard.

"So its ok if she marries some other guy" his subconscious self mocked

"Will I be ok?" He thought

He confused as hell. He know knows she is special to him but he don't know about loving her.

"Why the hell it is so difficult?" he again thought and groaned

"Trapped in between your heart and brain?" He heard a familiar voice and turned around to find mini

"You won't change right? You were like this in past too! Anirudh love is not something that everyone can have. There are people out there begging for love but look at you! Life gave you another chance to fall in love but you are running away from it!"

Mini said cupping his face

"I want to see you happy in your life and no one can give you the love you deserve except bondita. I want to go Anirudh... I want to get free from every responsibilities and my biggest responsibility is you Anirudh. Please Anirudh let me go...."

She begged him

"No I won't! Please don't go! I don't want to forget you! I can't move on please!" He cried out holding her hand

"I am not asking you to forget me Anirudh. I am alive in all our memories and your heart. Remember your mini will always be with you... always" She replied smiling

"Please..." He cried

"Stop her Anirudh! Otherwise you will lose her like me. You don't have much time, accept her before something bad happens Anirudh... Stop her..."

Anirudh woke up in jerk and looked around the room but found it empty only rays of sunlight from the window. He rubbed his face and signed exhaustedly.

"Stop her Anirudh..."

"Before something bad happens..."

"Bondita...." He wishpered as he recalled the dream he saw

A sudden uneasiness started forming in his heart.

It's just a dream, it has nothing to do with reality. Everything is fine, Bondita is fine and safe in her house, nothing happened to her

Anirudh tried to assured himself patting his chest, right above his heart trying to calm his heart beat but calmness was far away from him. A mere thought of something bad happening to bondita was killing him.

Not being able to control himself he picked his phone and dialed bondita's number.

Tring...

Tring...

Tring...

"Why are you calling me?"

Anirudh signed in relief as he heard her voice.

He took a deep breath and asked

"Are you alright?"

"Are you insane!? You are calling me at morning just to ask if I am alright?" She partially yelled at him

"Just answer me! Are you alright?" He again asked getting desperate

"By god grace I am alright, driving my car right now" She replied sarcastically getting irritated by his behaviour

"Bondita why are you talking to me while driving? You know its not safe!" He scolded her while she rolled her eyes

"Hello mister stupid! if you are forgetting that its you who called me, not other way around" She replied getting annoyed by his bipolar character

"Forget it... Just drive safe okay and call me when you reach to hospital" He told her

"And why the hell I will do that? Who are you? My father? Brother? Boyfriend? Husband? Who. the. hell. are. you?"

She asked gritting her teeth

"I am nobody" He said in low voice but bondita heard it

"Exactly you are nobody! so stay in your limit and....DASH!!!"

He heard a loud sound from other side and he got up from his bed

"Bondita... Bondita! What happened?" What was that sound? BONDITA....

The call got disconnected and he looked at the phone.

Something bad will happen...

You will lose her like me...

He eyes teared at the thought of losing her. Without wasting a single minute, he ran outside the house and drove his car in full speed to hospital.

Before leaving the house, he got a call from saurabh informing Anirudh that someone admitted bondita in hospital.

On his way he tried to call bondita again and again but there was no response from her side making him more scared.

"Please be safe" He thought and broke the speed limit of the car until he reached hospital

He rushed inside the hospital and attacked saurabh with questions.

"Relax Relax Relax Anirudh..." He tried to calm Anirudh only to get yelled by him

"How the hell I am supposed to stay calm?" Anirudh yelled over his face

"Nothing serious happened... She..."

"Nothing serious happened!? She got admitted in hospital and you are saying nothing happened!?"

Anirudh again cut him in between and shouted at him

Everyone were looking at them weirdly like its really rare to see Anirudh shouting at suarabh.

"What the hell is going on?" Bondita asked who just came outside after her treatment

Anirudh looked at her from top to bottom trying to find any injuries. Thankfully there was none except a small wound on her forehead. He ran towards her and hugged her while she stood there in shock.

He broke the hug and cupped her face.

"Thank god you are fine!?" He signed in relief whereas bondita was still in shock

"Did he just hugged me?" She thought

"No! He jumped over you and took you into a bone crushing hug" Her subconsciousness said

"She is alright! she is alright" Anirudh said looking at saurabh

"I told you!" Saurabh said rolling his eyes

"What's wrong with you?" Bondita asked getting confused with his behaviour

"I...I am sorry bondita... I am sorry for everything. I am a stupid.... A big stupid! I failed to realize my feelings for you. You know the moment I heard that loud sound of something crashing I wasn't able to stay calm for a second. Every second I was thinking about you, every second I spend praying for you. I realized... I realized how stupid I was to hurt you. I am sorry bondita... I am sorry."

Anirudh confessed everything holding her but there was no emotions over her face.

"I Reject You!"










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Sorry for the delay.
I had my internals going on and didn't have much time to write 😞


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