I IMMEDIATELY wiped my tears para hindi mahalata ni Raven. Sa rami ba naman ng pangalan, kapangalan pa ng anak ko.
Uminom na naman ako. Hindi pa ako kumakain pero hindi ko ramdam ang gutom. Gusto kong mag lasing ngayong gabi, kahit ngayong gabi lang. Gusto kong makalimutan ang lahat lahat ng masalimuot sa nakaraan. Imposible man na makalimutan lahat, at least ngayong gabi lang ay makalimot ako.
Ang daming pangit na nangyari sa akin. Ang truama ko sa loob ng kulungan. Kakalabas ko lang nga ngayong araw ay may naka-sunod na agad sa akin. Kilala ako nung tao kanina.
At sigurado akong may tao sa likod nun.Hindi naman ako tanga para hindi ko malaman na may tao talaga na nag-utos na sundan ako.Alam ng taong yun na nakalaya na ako kaya pina-pasundan ako.Pero sino nga?
I frustratingly brush my hair using my fingers. I heaved!
“Are you okay?" tanong niya sa akin. Umupo siya sa tabi ko sa sofa habang hawak-hawak niya ang isang bote ng alak.
“Yeah.Just feel so anxious,I want to rest and sleep.But, yeah… it's been so long since the last time I slept well.” I answered.
"What do you need?Do you need anything to relieve your stress?” he said.
Tiningnan ko siya diretso sa kanyang mga mata. His ocean eye always distracted me. Sobrang ganda kasi nito, yung bang titingnan mo lang siya pero nakakalunod na.I didn't even blink.
My eyes slowly looked down at his pinkish lips. I noticed a mole on his upper lip, it was just a beauty mark. I felt like drowning.
Hindi pa naman marami ang aking nainom pero parang nalalasing na ako habang nakatitig lang sa kanya.
“Tell me, do you need anything to relieve your stress?" My eyes widened when he leaned closer to me. And seductively whispered in my ear.
Unexpectedly I accidentally kissed his cheek when I was about to look at him. I paused as I realized that there's something wrong.
“I get it," he utters. Nagtataka ako sa sinabi niya pero bago paman ako makapag-salita ay inangkin na niya ang labi ko.
I was surprised. Hindi ako nag process sa utak ko ang ginawa nito.
I was shocked!
Nang ma realize ko kung ano ang nangyayari ay agad ko siyang tinulak,dahil kinapos ako ng hininga.
“Why did you do that? Why did you kissed me?" Puno ng pagtataka na tanong ko.
He grinned and seriously stared at me. “It was you. You just gave me a signal.” He said.
"Signal? What do you mean?” Instead of answering me, he suddenly cupped my face and kissed me again.
Hindi niya ako binitawan. Hinawakan niya ang dalawang kamay ko at marahan akong itinulak pahiga sa sofa. He put my hands above my head and locked it using his one hand.
I tried to bodge, but he is cornering me.
“You want this, right?" pabulong nitong salita.
He seems different. Parang bumalik na naman siya sa usual self niya.His cold, intimidating expression is back again, pero meron nadagdag.Puno ng pagnanasa ang nakikita ko pa sa kanya.
“Please, let go Raven. This is so wrong." I said.
“How come?You seduced me first." He said.
“I am not!" I tried to defend myself.
“Please, Caroline.The way you stare at me, the way your eyes spark and feel like you're longing for me.I am so into you,” seryosong saad nito na aking ikinagulat.
"Seriously? This is not right. We just met, and I don't want us to end up like this.” I said.
Hindi ko naman intention na sabihin ito, pero pakiramdam ko ay nagtaksil ako sa asawa ko na walong taon ng wala.
Pero wala naman sigurong masama, hindi ba? I am single. And my late husband betrayed me, cheated on me. Pero hindi naman ako nag revenge, diba? Kasi wala naman na siya.
Gulong-gulo na ang utak ko ngayon. Hindi ko na alam ang gagawin.
“Let's do it," mahina kong sabi. Bahala na!
“What?" Ani nito.
“I said, let's do it." Iritadong salita ko.
“Now, I have your permission. Will you allow me to do the lead?" He said.
Hindi ko maintindihan ang kanyang sinabi pero tumango lang ako.Hindi pa naman ako lasing pero ibang-iba na ang pakiramdam ko. Baka siguro na excite lang ako kaya medyo kinakabahan ako na nag-iinit, na hindi ko maipaliwanag. Tinampal ko ang pisngi ko para gisingin ang sarili ko sa panaginip na ito.
“Don't do that?" agad na hinawakan ni Raven ang kamay ko at hinalikan ang likod ng palad ko.
His eyes are captivating. It's like flirting.
Mga titig na mapang-akit.
Habang dumadampi ang kanyang labi sa aking kamay ay para naman kinukuryente ang buo kong katawan.
“Can we make it fast?" saad ko rito.
Para kasing hindi ko kaya e. Kakaiba talaga ang nararamdaman ko. Gusto ko na agad na matapos ito, hindi ako sanay sa mga paganito. Ang wild kasi ni Diego eh, kaya siguro na a-akward ako.
“I have to prepare you," he said. Prepare what?
“Just to be honest, I am not a virgin. But, I was almost 9 years in prison, and I haven't touched myself there. Preparing isn't needed, I think.” I said.
I heard him chuckle."No! I will still prepare you, Caroline. Even if you're not a virgin, it will still hurt. Lalo na kapag hindi na nagagalaw." Seryosong saad nito.
Para akong nahihiya sa kanya. Kinakabahan ako ng sobra."Now!We have to make you wet, baby," bulong nito sa akin.
He softly kisses me. And I responded.
His hands were in my thighs, pressing, massaging and rubbing it like crazy. He removed my robe without breaking our kiss. I moaned when his hand was in my nape.
Para akong mawawala sa sarili. His kiss is so different. I willingly opened my mouth and let his tongue licked the hell out of me. Our tongue fought, and didn't care about anything. I am so lost.
“Hmmm…” I hummed when his other hand was in my chest.
His thumb was in my nipples and rubbed it, circled it and played it. My back arched.
“You like it here?" He said rubbing my nipples inside my see through nightgown.
“Suck it!"
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SHE'S A PRETENTIOUS BITCH
General FictionSYNOPSIS CAROLINE PATRICIA FROWLINE, grew up without the presence of her father. Her mother died while giving birth to her, according to her father, and Nanny who took care of her. Lumaki na mabait, magalang, masipag, at may potential sa negosyo si...
