Life is like a battle of endless wait.
Maturing, changing, transforming into someone God created you to be requires you to move forward and make a firm decision - one step that will help you become a better person, and yet despite your desire, preparation, million prayers, it seems like the door to your new beginning still wouldn't open. It hurts, not just physically but more on emotions. It's exhausting, it feels like you're the only one on this battle. Where is He?
It's like the dark tunnel is never ending path. It gets darker and the light seems never there. It hurts, it makes you doubt and it sometimes makes you bitter. I just wish that one day I will finally find the reasons why I have to go through what I had go through. Right now, it hurts. May the joy of winning this battle would overshadowed all this hurt. I don't like this kind of game. I don't want to be the person I hate. It hurts.
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Actually I received the answer. I now know the reason and all I can say is that God is never late nor early. He works in perfect time. He knows me full well and every thing can work for good and for His greater purpose.
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