A good noise

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It was a one noisy day today.
No scratch that.
It has always been noisy.
But it's  a good noise
And sometimes it is not.
It's ok!
Either ways made me feel alive.

Last night,
I wanted to die.
And it has changed the next day.
They make me feel weak.
& make me feel alive in most days. The process was quite painful
and overwhelming.
Because what's mostly lingered 
are the weak part.

They say kind words,
carefully choosing what to say
and not to.
But either  ways, it still cut me deeper.
I like them for they make me feel human. They push me to become one.
Especially when I thought I
no longer am.
Thank you Lord.
I know you're doing something
in my heart.
Wake my heart everyday.
Make it fully yours.

When things don't make sense but you think deeper.

10.14.17

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