Today I had an in-person Wednesday. Basically, I do school in person at 9:30 AM to around 2:30 PM. I was on the last day of an assignment I wasn't too fond of. You have to make a golf course.. from cardboard. Using box cutters, paint, and obviously, cardboard. I worked with Fabian out of nowhere, so that completely scratched my idea. And I was supposed to work with another kid, Anthony. But he wasn't here today, so it was only me and Fabian. He tried using yellow paint to paint the last bits we had, aka, the ground near the hole. Though, he used way too much and it was all over the carpet floor. Our teacher, Ms. Williams, wasn't too happy. She had to exit out of the classroom for a somewhat long time. Before she had come back, it was almost like she had quit her job right then and there. I managed to keep ahold of the situation and tried requesting to help, and point out that since I was in his team, I should've, maybe, been held responsible. While that may have came off as I was some "Teacher's pet", I wasn't. At least, that's not what I meant. The same kid, Fabian, also had gotten in trouble more times today. While in another classroom, where we had to work on a math paper, the teacher had accidentally left the answers to all of it on the back of the page. Fabian quickly took advantage of that, being all smugly and everything. Though, he was quickly caught. Glad I ended up not doing the same thing he did.
And the rest is pretty normal, just him being told to put his phone away. And the last was him being told to leave the classroom with our math teacher, Ms. Smith. Why? Completely unsure.
I feel like a lot of kids at my school don't really like me. Or, at least, aren't so fond of me. I suppose it makes sense, because they don't know me so much other than the fact I'm the weird kid who never shuts up and jokes around. I'm starting to notice somewhat that I might be coming off as a clingy kid who wants to be with some of the other kids. They don't point it out, but I think that's what they think. I tried to get the attention of a new kid that had started coming to the in-person Wednesdays now, Dorian, by helping. Which he accepted. I believe it was only because he didn't want to do much of the work anymore due to his hand hurting, but I still did it anyway. I didn't really get a "Thank you" from him. I also make things pretty awkward most of the time, including when I sat next to him, so it's understandable why he left somewhat quickly after a minute or so.
During Lunch, there was only a short announcement about Snowboarding. I was interested, but I quickly got rid of that thought. The first time she even saw the list for signing up, she freaked out and immediately said no. My science teacher, Mr. Roth had told me he was proud of me for how I handled the situation with Fabian and the paint.. it was.. weirdly sweet. I don't think much really tell me that, other than my grandparents.
School was fine. I.. think it was, anyway. I sat alone during lunch and all that. I'm the one that usually talks in conversations, anyway. Though, that's perhaps because no one else actually starts it and just leaves me alone to exist. Some more kids started coming in-person, which kind of just makes it more louder and chaotic. Like in the game of Uno.. but not like chaos and loudness is something I can easily get overwhelmed from. While not entirely completely safe from being overwhelmed, I've already dealt with enough loudness and chaos from my mom and the rest of my family.
My grandma wants to get the Popeyes chicken early for Thanksgiving, due to our oven not being the best condition.. and for wanting it early, because it's cheaper and less crowded. Though, in my opinion, it might be hard to get money from a money-hungry 19 year old.
I'm also starting to become interested in the Sally Face fandom again. I've started replaying the game on my Xbox console.
I've also started hiding my face from the public by wearing the prosthetic face mask Sally Face wears I got from a set with the wig. While I think being apart of the fandom is a part of it, I think it's also because I kind of just.. want to hide myself. My annoying, embarrassing, clingy self. Not that anyone's really complaining about that. Maybe my family thinks it's just my style.. maybe.
I've been listening to music somewhat more often. It's probably a good thing, too. Music makes life better.. doesn't it?
After a while, grandma decided to do it tomorrow during lunch since she assumed she was going to get the money pretty late. And it's been a few hours anyway, so I don't exactly blame her..
Today was fine. I suppose.
Tomorrow is another day.
