HOW COULD YOU?! HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOUHOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU HOW COULD YOU
WHY WOULD YOU SAY THAT?! You KNOW I don't want to be as BAD AS MY FAMILY. YOU KNOW I AM ALREADY SEEN AS ANNOYING. Yet again.. it's all my fault in the end. I grew up to be such a fucking coward. I'm almost not surprised that the one I knew all these years and trusted so much.. was starting to see me annoying for thinking that she was upset at me so many times. It's all my fault. Why can't I be confident? I hate me. I hate myself. I'm annoying in EVERYONE'S EYES. My family, school, and now, the friends I hold dearest. After everything, you start to see me as ANNOYING?!... Maybe that was just the thing I needed to know. I really AM annoying. I'm so annoying.
"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to! I didn't mean to! I swear I didn't! Please tell me you don't mean that?! Please, I can change myself! I can try to be more confident! I can try not to be a coward! I can! I can! Please! I didn't mean to be an annoyance!! YOU DON'T SEE ME AS ONE, DO YOU?!"
