Chapter 12

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Hello my taco cats I love writing these and I am reading a book. It would be really cool if you looked it up. It's called Rejecting hope. Ok back to the story now !!

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Recap

I looked at them and said" well... You see..... Ummm ."

They all looked at me waiting for my response. I knew I would have to tell them the whole story.

"Ok I have a horrible past and don't want to talk about it," I told them.

"You have to tell us now !!" Louis screamed.

"No it's my personal business ok !" I yelled aback at him. And continued to eat.

The boys ganged around me and took my plate. I glared at them and got up. I marched out of the dinning room and went upstairs. As soon as I was in my room I locked the door before they could come in.

I walke over to my iPod put it in the dock. I searched for a song and found it.

Welcome to my life by simple plan

Do you ever feel like breaking down ??

Do you ever feel out of place ??

Like some how you just don't belong

And no one understand you

Do you eve want to run away ??

Do you lock yourself in your room ??

With the radio turned up so loud

That no one hears you screaming

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no one's there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

"Welcome to my life" I sang with the song as it coninued on.

Do you wanna be some one else?

Are you sick of feeling so left out ?

Are you desperate to find something more ??

Before you life is over

Are you stuck in a world you hate ??

Are you sick of everyone around ?

With their big fake smiles and stupid lies

While deep inside you're bleeding

No you don't know what it's like

When nothing feels alright

You don't know what it's like

To be like me

To feel hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no ones there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

No one ever lied straight to your face

And no one ever stabbed you in the back

You may think I'm happy but I'm

Not gonna be ok

Everybody always gave you what you wanted

You never had to work

it was always there

You dot know what it's like

What it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when your down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no ones there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

What it's like

To be hurt

To feel lost

To be left out in the dark

To be kicked when you're down

To feel like you've been pushed around

To be on the edge of breaking down

And no ones there to save you

No you don't know what it's like

Welcome to my life

Welcome to my life

As the song ended I got up and went to the bathroom. I grabbed my blade and pulled my shirt up just under my breasts. I dug into my skin and made a line. It wasn't a big cut, but it was deep. I then cleaned my blade and hid it from plain view. I grabbed toliet paper and added paper to the cut.

I cleaned my new cut and put band aids on it. I didn't want it to bleed through my shirt. I went back down to see......

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Cliffhanger !! I really love this song so if you want to hear it it's called welcome to my life by the simple plan. 😎 Hope you all loved this chap or liked it ?? Please leave comments and likes thanks 😝

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