Depressed. •Mingyu FF•

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*Kim sae hyun's POV*

This morning is not usual. My mom is here, in the house. Just like i said she usually busy with her job. So i kind of wonder why my mom is here.

After prepared for the school stuffs, i eat my breakfast when my mom is calling my name.

"Kim sae hyun" Says my mom.

"Yes? Mom?" I ask her politely.

"You know, the exam is starting in 2 days, i want you, to be the first rank no matter what. You have to study hard. I don't want to hear you get the second rank, if you get the second rank, i will be very ashamed. So now, you can't go anywhere after the school. You have to go home and study hard. Understand?" I just nod weakly.

Have you ever thought about 'Does my mom really love you? Does she really care about you? Does she ever, just for seconds think about your feeling?' Or is it just me who think about it a lot? And cry about it too?

I'm not that type of person who can study anytime and anywhere. I have my own way to study, but my mom doesn't seem to understand it.

I, really want to say "Mom, i'm sorry, but i'm not a perfect human being. I'm sorry for not being a daughter you want me to be." To my mom but i know it's useless.

I go to school with no spirit. Just like usual, i got to the bus station, i wait for the bus, the bus comes, i go in to the bus, look out to the scenery, and think.

I'm thinking about what my mom said when suddenly my left ear plugged with an ear pod.

Yes, it's Mingyu.

"Heyy Kim sae hyun!" He says with a bright smile and makes a little hand waving.

I laugh, not because of nothing but the song he's playing right now is the 'i love you, you love me, we're a happy family' (I dont know the title of the song lol) which is a Barney song.

"Mingyu-ah, you really have this kind of song in your phone?" I ask while laughing a bit.

"Hmm.. Yes? I guess" He's pretending to think deeply about it.

"It's cute, but also funny and weird at the same time haha"

He sets the it to a repeat mode, so we are listening to the song all the way to school.

"I love you, you love me, we're a happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you MWAAA won't you say you love me too"

We move our body the left and right and sing the song quietly because we are in a bus.

For a moment, i forget about my problems. Thanks to him.

*Mingyu's POV*

"I love you, you love me, we're a happy family with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you MWAAA won't you say you love me too"

I have a question, do you believe in love at the first sight?

Well if you don't, i do.

because that is what i just experienced, with her.

I really enjoy this moment with her--No, i mean i always enjoy every moment i spend with her. You know, I known as someone who never seems to close to a girl, well that was also my goal as a student so that I can be focus on my grade before I saw her.

Now I can't be focus on anything except her and only her. It sounds so cheesy doesn't it? But fck it i don't care. Because that's the truth i can't deny.

"I love you, you love me, we're best friends like friends should be"

"I wish we could be more." I whisper to myself.

"What? Did you say anything before?" She asks. Oh thank god she didn't hear what I said.

"Yes, we already arrive! Let's go!"

We walk together to the school and from out of nowhere Wonwoo comes. Ah really I was having a good time with her and the emo boy comes. What a perfect scenario.

"I have to go to my class, goodbye" I say as I leave them behind

*Kim sae hyun's POV*

"I have to go to my class, goodbye" Says Mingyu.

"Sae hyun-ah, are your house and mingyu's near to each other? Why do you guys always come together these days?" Wonwoo asks with a curious yet cute face.

"I don't know, but we use the same bus."

"Really? So you and him sit together just like in the dramas?" His face seems surprised, that makes me want to mock him.

"Yes, we also listen to music together, and yesterday, we were holding hands, and—"

"REALLY??" He cuts off my sentence and really seems so shocked.

"Why? Are you.... Jealous?" I hold my laugh while asking the question.

"What? Jealous my ass. Of course not you stupidoz" He shows the annoyed and sullen face plus rolling his eyes. Wait can you imagine that? Good if you can, it's adorable.

"Well, your face doesn't seem like you are telling the truth, babe" I mock him even more and put my best effort not to laugh.

"Sae hyun, from now, stop talking to me." He makes up his angry face and cross his hands.

"Okay, goodbye Wonwoo!!" I then walk over him when I hear a shout "Hey kim sae hyun! I'm just kidding don't take it seriously!"

Then I turn around. "I was just kidding too, we were not holding hands. Hahaha you have to see your face before it's so funny!"

"Ha ha ha ha ha ha" He makes a terrible fake laugh I've ever heard for my whole life.

"What a terrible actor you are. Let's just go to the class"

*****

I go home from the school and see my sister is sitting on the sofa while watching a movie.

"I'm home" I say when i walk pass my sister.

As i reach the handle of my bedroom door, someone is ringing the bell.

"Let me open it!" I say to my sister and she just nods.

I then go the the front door and open it. I see a boy, i think he's in my age or older by 1 year to me. And i never saw him before.

"Who are you?" I ask to him politely.

"Me? You... Don't know me?" He looks so confused right now.

"Oh i think you come for my sister, c'mon in" He just nods and follow me in.

"So hyun-ah, the guess is coming for you." After that my sister is coming and hug him directly.

"Seungcheol! Why didn't you tell me you will come?" My sister looks so surprised yet so happy right now.

"I wanted to suprise you but i end up meet the other you.." He says with still a confused look.

"Ahh she's Kim sae hyun, my identical twin sister."

I just wave my hand.
"I should go my room, annyeong" I say and leave the couple alone.

*Someone's POV*

I'm in a park right now. I'm picking up a flower and pull of its petals one by one.

"Stop,
don't,
stop,
don't,
stop,
don't,
stop,
don't,
stop."

The last petal is a stop. Do i really have to stop?

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