Depressed. •Mingyu FF•

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*Joshua's POV*

"She is my girlfriend"

"Kim so hyun"

Arghh!! Jinjja who is she? I've told my secret to a stranger! But she really looks like kim sae hyun, even their names are similar!

I have to meet sae hyun.

I wait for her in the class for about 15 minutes and then she comes with Lee chan holding hands like a couple. Jk.

I stand up, walk straight to her and grab her hand directly before drag her out of the class.

"Joshua what are you doing?!" I ignore her. I hold her face, checking her eyes, nose, lips, but its's all the same with the stranger yesterday. Perhaps, she has two names? Just like me?

"Ah jinjja what are you doing?! Stop looking at me like i'm a murderer." She snaps my hand.

"You have two names don't you?" i furrow my forehead.

"Huh What a nonsense question you have there. Of course not! What are you talking about?"

"Nothing. I'm talking about nothing. Let's go back to the class."

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Argh i can't focus right now. It's the last subject of the day but today i don't get anything from the teachers. My mind is a mess.

What should i do?

I should...

AH YES I SHOULD GO BACK TO THE PLAYGROUND IN CASE SHE'S THERE OH YES I'M SUCH A GENIUS THANK YOU. [A/N well actually it's not genius at all Josh]

As soon as the bell rings, i pack my bag quickly and get out from the class. Luckily i bring my motorbike today. You know, fast is good. Hm.

As i arrive at the playground, i keep looking around but ugh i don't see her anywhere. Huft Maybe tomorrow, i thought.

When i was about to go, i hear someone calls me from afar.

"Hey!" I turn around immediately to see the voice source, it's her.

"Wait there!" She jogs to me and stop right in front of me.

"Joshua, right?" She says. How did she know my fckin name this girl really creeps me out.

i keep quiet, just nodding for a yes answer.

"I'm Kim so hyun, sae hyun's twin sister"

"...What? T-twin?" I puzzle. Sae hyun has a twin? An identical twin? Then why they don't come to the same school?

"Yeah don't be so surprised haha your face look like you just saw a ghost. Oh and so, you have a crush on my sis since you were 4? Haha that sounds loyal to me. I thought you are an evil boy but then i knew you bully her because you like her, you are really childish you know? Hahaha"

Her everything is really similar with sae hyun's. The only different is that she is really talkative.

"I should have told my secret to sae hyun. But i ended up telling it to a stranger."

"let's be friend then, so you didn't spill your secret to a stranger."

"Okay, sounds good."

"Let's make it appropriate. Hi i'm kim so hyun!"

"Haha hi i'm Hong Joshua, nice to meet you so hyun."

"Nice to meet you too josh."

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*Kim sae hyun POV*

Today Dino and i are going to a game centre. Sounds fun, eh?

Right after the school ends we ride a bus straightly to the game centre.

"Ahh it's been a long time since the last time i came here. So, what will we play first??" I say excitedly.

"First, you have to calm your ass down you're not 5 anymore. Second, let's racing!"

"First, You know i'm just too excited. Second, no. Let's just play that basketball game!" I pull his hand and drag him to the basketball game.

"Ahh sae hyun i'm really bad at basketball.." He frowns.

"So do i, let's just having fun!" I then press the start button and the balls start to come out.

I throw the ball several times and my point is 34, woah i'm not that bad am i?

"Jk just 34? Really? You suck sae hyun."

Eishhh jinjja this kid. I know how bad he is at scoring a point. He won't be able to even get 20 points. Let's just see

He presses the start button and the balls are coming out.

First throw, failed.

Second throw, failed.

Third throw, still failed.

I told you guys he's bad at scoring a point.

Forth throw, he throws it hard. And guess what? The ball bounces back right to his head.

"AH!" He holds his head in pain. Woah wait i think the ball really bumped his head hard.

"Are you okay?" Ugh what a stupid question he's surely not okay.

"I'm oka- Ahhh!" He groans again in pain. Does it really that hurt?

"Should i buy a painkiller?" I ask him.

"No i'm oka--"

He collapses.

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*Dino POV*

"Should i buy a painkiller?" She asks me but no this pain should've gone by now but it still hurts until now.

I haven't told you have i? I have this disease, i don't know what it's called but it related to my brain.

It appeared since i was 4 but i don't know the exact time because my mom just told me that.

And this disease.. Is damaging my brain. The doctor said, my life is near to the end.

It spreads like a cancer. I have a weak brain, that's why if my head bumps into something hard, it will be very hurt for a while but now, the pain seems long-lasting. The disease is getting worse isn't it?

"No i'm oka--" before i get to finish my words, everything turns into black.

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