Depressed. •Mingyu FF•

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*Kim sae hyun's POV*

"It's me, Joshua."

"J-joshua, i-i-i should just keep walking" I'm stuttering because of nothing. Wait or am i stuttering because of him?

"Okay, if that what you want. I'll go first, bye" He then turns on his motorcycle machine

"Are you.. Sure? You don't want me to ride you home?" He asks me again without looking at me.

I'm so hesitating right now.

"Ah just get up to my motorcycle. You're waisting my time."

I will waste more of his time if he rides me home, right?
He doesn't deserve to be the first rank.

"What are you waiting for? Wonwoo? Mingyu? They are not here. Just c'mon get your ass up to my motorcycle"

Why is he suddenly bringing up Wonwoo and Mingyu? Ah really this kid is annoying.
I then follow his words and get up to his motorcycle.

Without a chance to comfy my position, he starts the motorcycle. Fast.

"Ya! Slow it down! it's not like polices are chasing us" I say to him right on the ear, but loudly.

After i said it, he increases the speed.

Fck what does he want?!

I put my hands around his waist, reflexly.

"Joshua!!!!!" I scream as i hear him giggling.

Ugh i really don't like him and will always be like that.

After that, I show him the way to my house and luckily and surprisingly we arrive safely without any wounds.

I get down from his motorcycle and say thank you.

As i'm going to bow, i see a.. pink stain? on his uniform

"What is that?" I spontaneously ask that

"What is what?" He asks me back.

"That pink stain on your uniform" i point my finger to the stain.

"Oh this?" He also points the stain and i nod.

"It's a strawberry ice cream."

*****

Today as usual i go to school with Mingyu.

We sit on the back of the bus and listen to a song together. This time, he chooses the song.

"Listen to the lyrics carefully, okay?" He says and give me an earpiece.

"I used to wanna be
Living like there's only me
But now I spend my time|
Thinking 'bout a way to get you off my mind

I used to be so tough
Never really gave enough
And then you caught my eye
Giving me the feeling of a lightning strike

Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
This ground of mine keeps shaking
Oh oh oh,

All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you

Everybody's tryna be a billionaire
But every time I look at you I just don't care
'Cause all I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you

I used to ride around
I didn't wanna settle down
But now I wake each day
Looking for a way that I can see your face

I've got your photograph
But baby I need more than that
I need to know your lips
Nothing ever mattered to me more than this

Look at me now, I'm falling
I can't even talk, still stuttering
This ground of mine keeps shaking
Oh oh oh,

All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you
All I wanna be, yeah all I ever wanna be, yeah, yeah
Is somebody to you"

"Good song, what's the title?" I ask.

"Did you listen to lyrics or not?" He asks me back

"I did, and what's the matter if i didn't pay attention to lyrics, huh?"

"The lyrics represent my feelings" He says with a serious face this time. And stupidly i actually didn't listen carefully to the song.

"What do you mean?" I asks.

"You don't understand?" He shakes his head.

"Hmm.. No?" I'm feeling uneasy right now

"Ah really Kim sae hyun! I like you! Eh, no, i mean i love you" He seems frustrated.

After heard what he was saying, i laugh.

"Ahahahahha what a great joke you got there, i almost fooled by it hahahaha"

He just put on a straight face and look at me deeply. "Ya kim sae hyun! It's not a joke i really love you" he then pouts.

"Okay okay please stop the joke now hahahaha" I take a deep breath cause i was laughing until it's hard to breath.

He then pokes my head. And it really hurts, if you wanna know.

"Aww it hurts!" I hold my head.

"You have to believe meee i really love you sae hyun-ah"

"Wait, wait, is it real?" I will be so shock if this is real

"Yess of course how many time do i have to tell you?"

His face shows his seriousness. I think it's not a joke..

"I uh i.. Think it was a joke, sorry" The situation is becoming so awkward.

"So.. Do you want to give me a reply or something?" He asks, with a hope.

"I.. I.." Before i finish my sentence, the bus stops.

"We have to get out from the bus. Let's go!"

He just nods and follows my steps until we arrive at the school.

"Sae hyun, I should go to my class now, think about it, okay?" I nod and he goes to his class.

I walk alone to my class since i don't see Wonwoo around. I walk pass the corridor when i hear someone is yelling at someone. Curious, i go to where the sounds come from.

How surprised, i see Wonwoo, with his mom.

*Wonwoo's POV*

"I'm so disappointed at you. How come your rank is this low?! What's the point of moving school if you are still the same?! You're just a useless son!"

"I'm sorry." I say and look down. Fck my mom. She always pushes me until she didn't realize, i already fall too hard. I'm not a tough-hearted boy, although i look like one. I am just an ordinary teenager who have a feeling. My mom's words cut deeper than a knife. It hurts, a lot.

"I don't need a sorry. I need you to make it trough the big 10 in this school on the next test, no matter what." She then leaves me here alone, and depressed.

*****

After the school ends, i go to the rooftop to free my mind. I sit on a bench.

I punch the wall beside me, again and again until my knuckles are so red.

I was going to punch it again, when  a hand suddenly holds my hand.

"Wonwoo.. Stop it."