Model for Me~ [CNBLUE Kpop Fanfiction]

What a day!

[Jonghyun POV]

On the way back to the apartment building, I couldn’t help but watch Sun-hi closely. Every now and then she seemed to almost bump into someone or something and caught herself just in time. Her face would flush a little as she caught peeks at me as I pretended to stare straight ahead, and sometimes I would brush right past her just to tease her and watch her become flustered.

Of course, we arrived back in minutes and went upstairs. At her apartment, we said goodbye with Yonghwa and Minhyuk handing her the plastic bags. But this time I didn’t linger and walked ahead of the others but watched her go inside at the top of the stairs. Everyone followed and once we were inside, Jungshin set off for the kitchen and we could hear the sounds of cooking. I set down my bag of groceries on the kitchen table and went to my room closing the door behind me.

I sat on bed, strumming my guitar as I thought about what had happened back at the store.

---Flashback---

I watched her back as she watched the others go outside. I couldn’t help but admire the way her hair shone in the artificial lighting of the store. Little streaks of brown here and there, changing as she moved. I heard her say something and then she turned around. That was when she noticed me staring.

“Um, let’s go?” I saw the question forming in her eyes. She walked over to where I was standing. Closer, closer and ever closer, until our faces were practically centimetres apart.  “Hello?” She tilted her head. I guess she thought I was spaced out huh? But her lips were so tempting; I just wanted to kiss them. So I guess in the spur of the moment I forgot everything and did just that. I think I leaned in and everything focused only her and her lips. I wrapped my arms around her waist and … her waist was so small! Soon I could feel that she accepted my kiss and even though I really, really wanted more, we were in a public place so I broke it.

That kiss, so soft, I didn’t want to stop but I did. I could see that she was very shocked and couldn’t help the smile that spread across my face and said, “Kaja. The others are probably waiting for us,” walking away like nothing happened.

The other had been waiting outside and I could see they were wondering why he was taking so long so I said, “She’s coming.”

---End Flashback---

Tonight really was the best! Haha, maybe it was her first kiss? I thought to myself. I continued to strum away, humming to myself and forming lyrics in my head until Yonghwa came and knocked on my door saying dinner was ready.

[Narrator POV]

“GAHHHH!!! He is utterly impossible!” I said to the air, leaning against my door. That whole time we were walking back home, I had totally - well almost totally - spaced out and I can’t even remember how many times I almost bumped into someone or something. Ah, why so embarrassing. I’m such an idiot. “Maybe he didn’t even think much about it. Maybe he is a total player! How is he even a shy person? Seriously,” I complained again to the air.

Putting it all out of my thoughts as much as possible, I brought the bags into the kitchen and unpacked everything. I placed the two cups on the lace coasters I had brought over from Australia and moved them to the centre of the kitchen island. I smiled and was glad I bought them. They were really very cute. I unpacked everything else, putting them into the cupboards and fridge, and then fixed myself some instant noodles. Even if it was unhealthy. (>3<)

I looked at the clock and saw that it was getting late. 9:20pm. I got up, having a shower and wrapped myself in a fluffy towel. My bedroom was probably the only room that was the neatest; with just about everything unpacked and placed where they belonged in the room. I searched my wardrobe for something warm, picking out some cat print pyjamas.

I lay in bed, the room dark and the moonlight filtering in through the gauzy curtains, and thought. I still couldn’t believe that Jonghyun of all people had kissed me. Kissed me! I mean, I have dated other boys before back in high school but never someone who was as hot as he. My heart beat a little faster at this, and I rolled around my bed with this happy thought, even if I did despise how much he annoyed me, until I fell asleep.