Daddy - An SVU fic

33.Understanding & Loss

I did it, I'm sick as all hell and my head feels like it's gonna explode but I did it. Here's your update...stuff happens. Dick Wolf owns, enjoy!

*Chapter contains rape. Read with caution.*

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"If... I just; I need you to not push me. I don't...I'm sorry."

"Liv it's okay alright? I just, like I said, I wanna be here for you and make sure you're okay. Anything more... I won't push, but I'm hoping that eventually we can go back."

"I don't um...I don't think there is going back, I can't..." she wiped the tears that had come back and Brian felt his heart break. "What he did to me I..." She was crying now, trying to stop her tears but it was no use.

"Olivia..."

"I need you to go"

"I'm not gonna leave you like this."

"I'm fine, I just..." She huffed through her tears before breaking down and throwing herself into his arms. He was taken aback and for a moment just sat there while she cried against him but then unsure of what else to do, he put his arms around her and held her.

"It's okay" he whispered. "It's gonna be okay." All the while thinking how much he'd like to kill the person responsible. Harlan had single handedly broken her. "Liv, what is it?"

When she suddenly stopped and got up from the sofa, he was confused.

"I'm okay, I'm... I just need you to go!" she answered the phone as quickly as it rang. "Hello?"

"You okay, you sound upset?" Elliot didn't like having to call to find out if she was okay, neither did Fin, Nick or Amanda but they tried hard to respect her wishes.

"I'm fine, thanks." And she hung up the phone and turned her attention back to Brian. "I mean it, leave!"

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"She's fine" Elliot said to the squad.

"Of course she is!" Fin said sarcastically. "We should just go over there!"

"Cuz that'll do a world of good. We gotta just let her ride this out!" Amanda said and though it was the last thing they wanted to hear, they all knew she was right and just sat there with their heads down, looking disparaged.

"How about we wait another 2 days and if she doesn't call, we go over?" Amaro suggested.

"Good idea" Fin said.

"Oh lord!" Amanda said as she got up and walked away with her coffee cup.

"That's actually a great idea!" Elliot agreed with Fin. They barely noticed that Amanda had left. "I'm gonna get home and take care of a few things"

"Alright man, it's good to see you!" Nick said. He stood up and he and Elliot shook hands.

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"Oh holy fuck!" Bronwyn cried as she plunged it in harder and deeper. "Oh fucking god! Oh God...oh God..." She emitted a long, orgasmic cry as she came and collapsed, face down into the mattress with her ass in the air continuing to pump the magnificent thing in and out of her in spite of the fact that it was now drenched in her cum and blood.

Harlan still wouldn't fuck her even after he'd made his request and gotten a blowjob from her in return for her suffering. Tonight, again she turned to her trusty friend; a 12 incher that was extremely thick- too thick for her delicate parts, but she had a lot of angst to work out and though she sent the thing crashing against her cervix more than a few times, she was giving it the ride of her life!