Harmony in Chaos

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Fiery as the sun,
Mundane as the trees,
Somewhere, you and I will meet,
Somewhere in between.
-Tangentialpisatel
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Careful, child, don't let them take,
Don't let them take from you,
For they allure you into, the bad, bad things,
Keep yourself safe, from you.

Sorry mum, I let them take,
Take too much from me,
Now what is left of me I can't see,
They have solicited what was left to be.

Careful, child, don't be afraid,
Help will always come,
Be faithful and keep trust in yourself,
The past has yet to be undone.

I'm sorry mum, I can't see anymore,
I can't watch it happen, and not to me,
Help hasn't come, mum, please don't fool me,
But the past has caught up and is refusing to leave.

It will always be okay, love, don't lose faith,
Your positivity, you know is your strength,
Stand tall, and chin up, head high,
Your power will be emanated and stretched on length.

But mum, It's not, for years it hasn't been okay,
My positivity is given and lost to souls for eternity,
But they snapped my neck, guillotined my head,
I have absolutely, no power left.

Your scarred skin claims beauty,
Your smile is glowing with love,
Nothing can take away, this smile of yours,
I know, that everything be done.

My skin drips blood, it is anything but beauty mum,
My love is given, but also snatched from me,
My smile is already taken away,
And yes, everything, all those dirty things are done, to me.

Never fret, child, your heart, in the end is your own,
Never cry child, your strength more than you know,
Be free, be young always, never confined,
Love is always there, whether or not you know.

My heart is ripped out of my chest, mum,
I have no strength or dignity,
But they have trapped me in their precious gaols,
And love is now unheard of, discarded for eternity.

Don't child, please don't leave me,
I'm sorry mum I have to leave,
My misery, my agony, will you leave me to rot in this?
I'm sorry mum, I have to go, you taught me to be free.
But I need you, there is no-one I have,
I needed someone too, I had no one.
So stay with me, I promise we will get through this together,
But promises are made to be broken, and you broke half of them when you were gone.
Please! Help me! I am suffering and I will die without you,
Oh, I am too, mother dear, but I am already dead, and isn't death better than suffering?
They will torture me. They will cackle at my melancholy. Don't leave me. Please.
Maybe thinking of that, when you were doing it to me, would have saved you the trouble of suffering.